ADHD Chatter PodcastSpot on! #adhd
Alex Partridge on aDHD masking fueled by shame, overthinking, and fear of rejection.
In this episode of ADHD Chatter Podcast, featuring Alex Partridge, Spot on! #adhd explores aDHD masking fueled by shame, overthinking, and fear of rejection Many people with ADHD feel shame about being different and try to "blend in" to avoid standing out.
At a glance
WHAT IT’S REALLY ABOUT
ADHD masking fueled by shame, overthinking, and fear of rejection
- Many people with ADHD feel shame about being different and try to "blend in" to avoid standing out.
- This often results in masking behaviors—constant adjusting, adapting, and people-pleasing to keep others comfortable.
- Inside, the person may be intensely overthinking and rehearsing communication to avoid mistakes or negative reactions.
- Fear of rejection sensitivity (RSD) can drive hypervigilance and an ongoing need to stay a step ahead.
- The cumulative effect is significant personal strain and chronic exhaustion.
IDEAS WORTH REMEMBERING
5 ideasMasking is often a shame-management strategy.
The drive to not be "too much" can come from deep discomfort about being different, leading to constant self-suppression to feel acceptable.
People-pleasing can be protective but costly.
Adapting to "give the people what they want" may reduce immediate social risk, but it creates long-term emotional strain and identity fatigue.
Perfectionistic communication habits are a common internal burden.
Rehearsing in meetings and rereading emails repeatedly reflects an attempt to prevent missteps and control how one is perceived.
RSD can create hypervigilance in everyday interactions.
Staying "a step ahead" is partly about preventing rejection-triggered emotional pain, which can keep the nervous system on high alert.
The hidden workload of masking leads to exhaustion.
Even when someone appears composed externally, the internal monitoring, editing, and anticipation can be draining and unsustainable.
WORDS WORTH SAVING
5 quotesLots of people with ADHD, they struggle with being different. They struggle with very strong feelings of shame.
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So constantly adjusting, constantly adapting, constantly trying to give the people what they want.
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It comes at a huge personal strain to you.
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Having to read the email 17 times so that they can reply to it properly.
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It's exhausting.
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QUESTIONS ANSWERED IN THIS EPISODE
5 questionsHow do you distinguish between healthy adaptation and harmful masking in someone with ADHD?
Many people with ADHD feel shame about being different and try to "blend in" to avoid standing out.
What are practical signs that shame—not just social skills— is driving a person’s people-pleasing behavior?
This often results in masking behaviors—constant adjusting, adapting, and people-pleasing to keep others comfortable.
Can you explain how RSD specifically influences meeting behavior (e.g., rehearsing, staying "a step ahead")?
Inside, the person may be intensely overthinking and rehearsing communication to avoid mistakes or negative reactions.
What strategies can reduce the urge to reread emails excessively without increasing mistakes or anxiety?
Fear of rejection sensitivity (RSD) can drive hypervigilance and an ongoing need to stay a step ahead.
If masking helps someone function at work, when does it become unsustainable, and what should change first?
The cumulative effect is significant personal strain and chronic exhaustion.
Chapter Breakdown
ADHD masking: the drive to blend in and avoid standing out
The speaker explains how many people with ADHD struggle with feeling different and attempt to reduce that discomfort by trying to "blend in." This constant self-adjustment is described as a coping strategy to avoid being perceived as "too much."
People-pleasing as a protective strategy
The transcript frames adaptive behavior as an effort to give others what they want, not necessarily what the person wants or needs. This is portrayed as a defensive tactic to keep others "at bay" so the individual can feel safe and acceptable.
The hidden personal cost: strain and self-erasure
The speaker emphasizes that constant masking carries a significant personal strain. Even if it works socially in the moment, it can deplete energy and undermine self-comfort over time.
Internal experience: relentless overthinking
The chapter shifts from outward behavior to what’s happening internally, highlighting constant overthinking. The mental effort required to pre-empt mistakes or negative reactions is portrayed as ongoing and draining.
Rehearsing in meetings to avoid missteps
A practical example is given: rehearsing what to say in meetings. This illustrates how social and professional situations can trigger intense preparation to minimize perceived risk.
Perfectionism in written communication: rereading emails repeatedly
Another concrete behavior is described—reading an email many times before responding. This shows how written communication can become a perfectionistic process aimed at preventing misunderstanding or criticism.
Staying a step ahead to manage emotional risk
The speaker describes a constant need to stay ahead of situations, anticipating problems before they happen. This forward-scanning is tied to emotional self-protection and maintaining control.
RSD vigilance and the exhaustion of constant self-monitoring
The chapter culminates in the effort to prevent rejection sensitive dysphoria (RSD) from being triggered. The overall result is described plainly: the cycle is exhausting.
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