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GothamChess: Hans Niemann, Magnus Carlsen, Cheating Scandal & Chess Bots | Lex Fridman Podcast #327

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Lex FridmanhostLevy Rozmanguest
Oct 7, 20223h 33mWatch on YouTube ↗

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  1. 0:001:09

    Introduction

    1. LF

      I have anal beads-

    2. LR

      (laughs)

    3. LF

      ... that are con- communicating with Stockfish via Bluetooth. We'll get to that.

    4. LR

      If you cheat, you play God. You decide when the game is over. You can fake bad moves. You can fake everything. You can even, if you're cheating, quote-unquote, "the right way," you're gonna lose plenty of games to avoid getting detected.

    5. LF

      What's the probability that Hans cheated over the board against Magnus in, in Saint Louis?

    6. LR

      I think day by day, the evidence is slowly starting to show more and more that he's cheated, it, like w- like how Magnus said, more than he's said, and more recently.

    7. LF

      The following is a conversation with Levy Rozman, also known as GothamChess. He's a professional chess player and educator. I highly recommend you check out his YouTube channel, called GothamChess. This is a Lex Fridman podcast. To support it, please check out our sponsors in the description, and now, dear friends, here's Levy Rozman.

  2. 1:092:13

    Elo rating

    1. LF

      You're known for being able to guess people's ELO ratings, so what do you think, just by looking at my face, deep into my eyes, uh, w- what's my ELO rating? Here, I'll help you. I'll, I'll do-

    2. LR

      (laughs)

    3. LF

      ... E4 for the listener. I actually read that Stockfish prefers E4.

    4. LR

      Does it really? I didn't-

    5. LF

      B-

    6. LR

      ... I actually didn't know that.

    7. LF

      ... because it maximizes the number of tactical options. So...

    8. LR

      That makes sense.

    9. LF

      The right answer is 3400, which is, I believe, Stockfish.

    10. LR

      (laughs)

    11. LF

      Uh, you guess people's ELO chess rating. What- what's that take? How hard is it to do that, and, like, how would you actually do that? Like, what are telltale signs or red flags about a person at different ratings? Is there something you look for?

    12. LR

      Yeah, I think you can separate it something like, the very first, the zero to about 8, 900. For simplicity's sake, I'm gonna use the Chess.com rating system because Lichess is slightly different. It tends to go 200, 300 points higher than Chess.com, sometimes even 400, 500 points higher, but then it catches up. They catch up around 22, 2300,

  3. 2:1313:04

    Chess.com vs lichess.org

    1. LR

      I would say.

    2. LF

      What's Chess.com? What's Lichess? Can you like-

    3. LR

      Yeah. So-

    4. LF

      ... explain what the difference is and what they are?

    5. LR

      They're two chess websites. Uh-

    6. LF

      Good starting point.

    7. LR

      Yes. Chess.com is, uh, it has obviously the free option, where you can play games. You get some sort of puzzles every single day. You get some sort of lessons every single day. But then they have tiered memberships, where you can pay annually or per month that you can unlock all the other features and-

    8. LF

      Like what? Like for training, for like-

    9. LR

      For training. They have-

    10. LF

      ... puzzles and all that kind of stuff.

    11. LR

      Yeah, they have unlimited puzzles, but they also have, their, their biggest selling point, for sure, is like a dedicated game review that it's like very flashy and sophisticated, and the coach will literally tell you what you did wrong e- at every single moment the computer-

    12. LF

      Got it.

    13. LR

      ... evaluated a mistake. But the most important thing that they have is they offer international masters, grandmasters, the opportunity to make video lesson libraries, which hundreds of hours of anything. I can even learn some stuff on there probably.

    14. LF

      I have anal beads-

    15. LR

      (laughs)

    16. LF

      ... that are con- communicating with Stockfish via Bluetooth.

    17. LR

      Yeah, we've d-

    18. LF

      We'll get to that.

    19. LR

      Yes. We will get to that.

    20. LF

      (laughs) Uh-

    21. LR

      Uh, it's epic. It's actually scary how many people think that's a real thing, by the way, which is the danger of the internet. But we, yeah, we will get into that, but-

    22. LF

      I tend to believe that people believing a thing that's hilarious at scale will make that thing a reality. I'm with Elon on this. I think, uh, people manifest the meme. The meme becomes real. So, that, but that, that's, I, in all walks of life, I, I think there is something about humor sort of, uh, being... ugh. Why does m- why did I, I was gonna s- what was I, I was going to say, is I feel like humor becomes a lubricant for the trajectory of human civilization, and I don't know why the word lubricant went into my head, which-

    23. LR

      Beads?

    24. LF

      ... I understand.

    25. LR

      Yeah.

    26. LF

      But it's very Freudian.

    27. LR

      Yeah.

    28. LF

      Anyway, so, uh, to 0 to 900, if you're a 1300 player-

    29. LR

      Yeah.

    30. LF

      ... you were saying.

  4. 13:0417:32

    Teaching chess

    1. LR

      the game.

    2. LF

      So yeah. You did, um ... You taught people chess, you coached people for, for many years, I guess, in, in New York.

    3. LR

      Yeah. New York, yeah.

    4. LF

      What, what did you learn about the way people learn from that? So like, how, how did people that were successful at getting good at chess quickly-

    5. LR

      Mm-hmm.

    6. LF

      W- what were the ... some of the commonalities, some of the patterns that you saw?

    7. LR

      Obsession.

    8. LF

      (laughs)

    9. LR

      Yeah.

    10. LF

      What does obsession look like?

    11. LR

      I- I would say it's obsession, and also ... and also love of the game. So if you're bored, you don't wanna watch a show, you wanna boot up chess.com or Lichess, just for ... just so I don't get-

    12. LF

      Yeah.

    13. LR

      ... flamed by any- anyone in the audience. Uh, and you just play.

    14. LF

      So you're saying that Lichess people are the ones that would attack aggressively? They're the kind of people-

    15. LR

      It's probably the, the chess24 people.

    16. LF

      Chess ... Oh, that's another-

    17. LR

      (laughs)

    18. LF

      So there's another ... So there's no- I, I didn't know. I thought chess24 was part of the chess.com, um-

    19. LR

      Well now, yes.

    20. LF

      ... uh, uh-

    21. LR

      It's the joke.

    22. LF

      ... cult or tribe or whatever terms we wanna use.

    23. LR

      No, no. I'm sure there's even more places to play live. There always have been more places to play live. But, uh, chess.com, Lichess, dominate and ... well, chess24 is, uh, is rough for live interface. Of course, they have good courses and everything, but (both laugh)

    24. LF

      I got it. I got it. And some are even good people or whatever.

    25. LR

      Yes.

    26. LF

      However that quote goes.

    27. LR

      Yes.

    28. LF

      Okay. Like, uh, obsession. That means the way they look at the board when they're bored, how quickly do they return to the chess board, that kind of stuff?

    29. LR

      Yes.

    30. LF

      Just like how many hours a day they, they want to spend-

  5. 17:3232:47

    Magnus Carlsen

    1. LF

      What ... Isn't that what Magnus is really good at, is taking people away from like making suboptimal moves, to take them away from the known, uh, openings? Or is that unfair to say?

    2. LR

      Yeah. He gets part of his really dominant reputation, I think, from not letting people get into ultra theoretical positions. He just won this tournament, this online tournament, and he said he had a, a young player strategy. He had an anti- ... Sorry, a anti-young player strategy.

    3. LF

      What's that mean?

    4. LR

      It means that by move seven or eight, you go to the database, no games.

    5. LF

      Nice.

    6. LR

      Kid is on their own. They have to swim on their own.

    7. LF

      Yeah.

    8. LR

      ... and they have to deal with the strategic complexities of the position, which he just, he gets. And he might get from just an enormous database within his brain of historical games that have similar structures, or just sheer genius. Like, we- we- we won't know.

    9. LF

      Yeah.

    10. LR

      It's a mix of the two, for sure. The younger you are, you can't remember a game played in 1951 in some bar in the Soviet Union, but he does 'cause he read a book once, or a magazine once.

    11. LF

      And he just remembers it.

    12. LR

      He just remembers, and he remembers the structure, which, it just, it's not fair. (laughs)

    13. LF

      Yeah.

    14. LR

      It's crazy, right?

    15. LF

      What do you think makes, um, if we can sort of linger on it, what do you think makes him so good?

    16. LR

      I think it's the memory, and I think it's ... He just seems to get the game better than anybody else. That's the best way I- I can describe it. In sports, you have reaction time, you have strength, you have ... But also, as he's now evolving, it's stamina. So there have been games that if you put two other 2750 rated players, or world top 10 players, they would've drawn the game. The game would've ended. The game, nobody would've won it. You put Magnus as one of the aggressors in that game, s- suddenly the chance of victory doubles, from 5% to 10%.

    17. LF

      Yeah, weird. What- what's that about? 'Cause the, what is it, game six against Nepo, like-

    18. LR

      Right.

    19. LF

      Uh, isn't Stockfish say that it's supposed to be a draw?

    20. LR

      So 0.00 does mean a draw sometimes, but other times it means, and this is the joke I always make, it means that Stockfish is out for a smoke break. It just, it ju- it can't-

    21. LF

      Can you explain the joke?

    22. LR

      Yes.

    23. LF

      And can you explain 0.00?

    24. LR

      Yes. So when ... So Stockfish will show, uh, an evaluation which determines whether the position is equal, slightly better for one side, slightly better for the other side, or completely winning.

    25. LF

      Yeah.

    26. LR

      You can, yeah, 0.0, 0.2, -0.2, that's all within a balance. You can say, okay, black has a little sprinkle of activity, something, white has that. But if it's 000, it could be literally a dead draw, meaning, theoretically, com- just impossible to win. But oftentimes what that means is, the smoke break joke is, Stockfish doesn't know. There is so much complexity within the position, the combinations of different moves that are acceptable and okay, it cannot evaluate correctly.

    27. LF

      Wow. So even the end games are tough for Stockfish.

    28. LR

      Which is why Magnus won that game, because there was practical value remaining. It wasn't a dead draw. He continued to ask questions over the course of six or seven hours. He would sacrifice a pawn, he would sacrifice another pawn to damage the structure. Evaluation stayed the same, because a machine could stop him, but not Jan. And that was one of my favorite re- that, that, that game ruined my whole day, by the way.

    29. LF

      Yeah.

    30. LR

      It destroyed, because I made s-

  6. 32:4737:30

    Greatest chess player of all time

    1. LF

      who would you say is the greatest of all time? Can you m- can you make the case, you mentioned Kasparov. Can you make the case for Kasparov? Can you make the case for Magnus Carlsen? Uh, Bobby Fischer? Tal?

    2. LR

      Y- in my opinion, you can make a case for Magnus, Garry and Bobby Fischer. I, I'm not one of-

    3. LF

      That's fair.

    4. LR

      ... the folks that's like, "Oh," I mean, Capablanca was brilliant. You can argue Steinitz was brilliant. But as f- uh, I think, I think it was, it's probably Kasparov and Magnus has a chance to overtake it.

    5. LF

      So the longevity is really important to you when you're thinking about this.

    6. LR

      Yes. I think so. I think Magnus is very, very close. Like, it's, it's extremely close, yeah.

    7. LF

      What would be the magic?

    8. LR

      You gotta get that sixth one. (laughs)

    9. LF

      Oh, so the-

    10. LR

      I'm just kidding. (laughs)

    11. LF

      So the world championships matter?

    12. LR

      It's kinda like basketball, right? Rings. It's all, all comes down to how many rings did, did this person win, win.

    13. LF

      What about, well, basketball doesn't have this. The number of years at number one. Right?

    14. LR

      Mm.

    15. LF

      Like, uh, rating. Sorry.

    16. LR

      Yeah.

    17. LF

      Uh, like there's a, there is a, which is what Magnus really likes is like, there is a nice system of rating of who is ranked number one-

    18. LR

      Yeah.

    19. LF

      ... and it has to do not with some championships or low sample tournaments.

    20. LR

      Mm-hmm.

    21. LF

      It has to do with g- general. Game after game after game helps estimate more accurately the ELO rating. So...

    22. LR

      Yeah, he's been world number one for, I think, 11 years. Right? So...

    23. LF

      Which is still less than Kasparov.

    24. LR

      Garry was world number one for 20 years. Yeah. Which is, which is quite wild.

    25. LF

      But still lower rating, I think, than Magnus now, right?

    26. LR

      Yeah. I think rating in general has sort of...

    27. LF

      Allegedly, it got inflated?

    28. LR

      Yeah. I-

    29. LF

      Is that true? Is there truth to that?

    30. LR

      I think so. I don't, I can't speak to how exactly it happened. But it also happens online. If you go back just three or four years, I think some of the best blitz players on, let's say, chess.com were 27, 2800 and now they're 3200. I think it's just sort of what happens. But I, I don't exactly know. Uh, I will mention that there was a very strange change, not exactly sure when the year was, in FIDE, so over-the-board chess, where if you were under the age of 16 or 18 years old, one of those two, and you were below 2300, okay? Your rating change factor was three to four times higher.

  7. 37:3038:59

    Hans Niemann cheating scandal

    1. LR

    2. LF

      So there's a guy named Hans Niemann.

    3. LR

      Yep.

    4. LF

      And, uh, he beat Magnus Carlsen recently.

    5. LR

      Yeah.

    6. LF

      Has it been already, what is-

    7. LR

      September 4th.

    8. LF

      Was it August?

    9. LR

      September 4th was the date.

    10. LF

      Oh, it was September? So he beat him twice, right? Recently. Once is the allegations the, by the internet that Hans Niemann cheated, and then the second time, uh, Magnus played a few moves and f- forfeited, and resigned.

    11. LR

      There's actually... So there's three.

    12. LF

      Okay. Sorry, can you-

    13. LR

      No, no, no. Yeah.

    14. LF

      Can you, can we go through the stops? So...

    15. LR

      Yes, yes, yes.

    16. LF

      Uh...

    17. LR

      So they play a live esports event in Miami, Miami Beach.

    18. LF

      Yes.

    19. LR

      Eden Rock.

    20. LF

      That's where I actually interviewed Magnus. Yeah.

    21. LR

      That's where that was?

    22. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    23. LR

      Oh.

    24. LF

      By weird circumstance, I found myself in Miami unrelated to the chess event. And, uh, yeah, it was a very dramatic event for me for various reasons, one of which the camera stopped working halfway through the conversation.

    25. LR

      I saw that, yeah. I saw that. I also, a side note, I really respect how you write comments, pin them at the top, you add timestamps. You're, like, very true professional. I am the complete opposite on YouTube when I'm off the camera. So-

    26. LF

      (laughs)

    27. LR

      ... I dig in the mud. Like I-

    28. LF

      What, what does that mean, dig in the mud?

    29. LR

      From when I started on YouTube in

  8. 38:5953:07

    Pin of Shame

    1. LR

      2020, I... In June, like May, June 2020, I had no subscribers. So I got to a million in a year. I had a lot of people analyzing my every move, all of my small flaws. And I, I love getting hate comments because-

    2. LF

      Yeah, you pin, you pin-

    3. LR

      Yeah.

    4. LF

      Is it the comment of shame, or something?

    5. LR

      It, it, that's what it was, it's been named over the years by, by folks. I never-

    6. LF

      Yeah.

    7. LR

      ... called it that, but yeah, it's, it's, it's pin of shame. And the-

    8. LF

      Pin of shame, yes.

    9. LR

      It's been tough because now people pretend to write hate comments just to get attention. So like anything, the public ruined a good thing. (laughs) But it started that way. It started with people just shredding me to bits, calling me spinoffs of this and that. And, um, I think I'm, I'm a human more than I am a creator, an influencer, an attention seeker. Like, I'm just a person. So to me, even at the size of 1.6 million subscribers now, September 2022, I don't understand that I've gotten big and that I shouldn't do this stuff and that I should be beyond it or I shouldn't be checking my social media as much as I do and interacting one-on-one. I'm still very much a human being, and my guilty pleasure, my way of killing time if I'm not laying on the couch and playing some chess blitz games off stream is I just interact with people who say nice things and who say horrible things.

    10. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    11. LR

      And I really like to get into the head of the people who say the terrible things. Now sometimes you can't, sometimes they are truly trolls, but sometimes people just, they just, they just really hate you, so.

    12. LF

      Wh- what, (laughs) wh- what's a successful, what's a successful interaction with the person that's, uh, trolling you? What's, uh, like at the end of that hero journey that you were, uh-

    13. LR

      Yeah.

    14. LF

      ... uh, partaking in, what's, what's, like, what's the top of the mountain look like? Is the troll conquered and broken mentally?

    15. LR

      Yes. Not, no, not mental... I don't wanna, I don't wanna defeat. I ho- I honestly sometimes, if somebody writes a very long comment, I'll just, I'll respond with a question mark.

    16. LF

      Yeah. Oh, so you're, you're, you see each other as like a br- like a brother and sister. You're gonna travel together on this journey of-

    17. LR

      (laughs) .

    18. LF

      ... deep meaning, like introspection of what does this mean?

    19. LR

      Yeah, I've had people write, I can't quote now, but something about my persona, my behavior, this and that. And I just, like, respond to them and I say, "Hey, it sounds crazy that a large creator might do something like this," but this kind of goes back to y- y- you speak to folks on a very respectful way. If you make a mistake, you completely own up to it. So I have this sometimes these one-on-one interactions where I say, "I think you're reading too much into this. I think you're kind of, you don't understand maybe some of my humor or sarcasm as, as such, so you form this opinion that-"

    20. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    21. LR

      "... I'm this kind of a person," this and that, "and now you're sort of, anything I do, you're trying to attach to that reasoning, and here you are writing this lengthy essay of why nobody should watch my content." And sometimes people go, "You know what? I think you have a point. Maybe I should relax a little bit." And I say, there, there you go.

    22. LF

      Yeah, I would love, I, I would love to sort of interview and understand the lives of the f- the folks that post that kind of stuff. I mean, they're, they're human beings, they have interesting journeys also.

    23. LR

      Yeah.

    24. LF

      I think they often don't realize... I think they don't realize their comment will be read by anybody, especially you.

    25. LR

      Maybe.

    26. LF

      They, they think like, and they also don't realize you're a human being, I feel like. That's-

    27. LR

      Yeah.

    28. LF

      And it's, it's so interesting to watch it. (laughs) Like, uh, some guy, 'cause I posted on Twitter for like a minute, uh, that I'm talking to you and asking for questions. I, I deleted that tweet because-

    29. LR

      ... yeah, no, 'cause you didn't like it.

    30. LF

      Like, 95% of the people were, "Talk about cheating, talk about the cheating." All right, I got it. Thank you. This is not gonna be helpful at all. (laughs)

  9. 53:0754:59

    Bullying

    1. LR

      I skipped kindergarten, so I was always the smallest kid. And I-

    2. LF

      You f- you were picked on?

    3. LR

      I was picked on and then I did picking.

    4. LF

      Nice.

    5. LR

      So I had kind of both in my life. I kinda know. I went home from summer camp crying, and I also made a kid cry once-

    6. LF

      Nice.

    7. LR

      ... in fourth grade.

    8. LF

      Nice.

    9. LR

      So I had the balance. And I-

    10. LF

      Uh, physical or mental abuse? Or both?

    11. LR

      Verbal.

    12. LF

      Verbal.

    13. LR

      No, I didn't beat anybody up. I was tiny.

    14. LF

      Okay.

    15. LR

      I think the kid in the younger grade was bigger than I was.

    16. LF

      And you still broke him.

    17. LR

      Because I was an ass.

    18. LF

      Well done.

    19. LR

      I was... Yeah.

    20. LF

      Well done, Lex.

    21. LR

      Yeah. I...

    22. LF

      (laughs)

    23. LR

      So I had to use my-

    24. LF

      Mental warfare.

    25. LR

      I had to use my words.

    26. LF

      Yeah.

    27. LR

      I had to be... And growing up, uh, my parents split when I was super young and I played chess. So all things that make you super self-trustworthy. Like, you believe your first instinct. You don't listen to what other people tell you. And if people give you advice, you say, "Okay. I'm gonna think about that. I'm not gonna go and- and do that." I wasn't impressionable. You couldn't convince me to do something. That stuck to this day. My wife has had to deconstruct some of my stubbornness I didn't even realize was incredible stubbornness. It's just something that you're- you're brought up with. So to me, that stuff doesn't bother me. Uh, and it's- it's-

    28. LF

      S- so the voices of others don't shake you quite... They can't mentally, um, shake your, like, psychological stability?

    29. LR

      No, they- they haven't. I- I think when it got probably at its worst point was in combination with being unable to perform well in over-the-board play. But that was also self-driven. I wasn't performing poorly because I was getting comments.... but because I was performing poorly, the comments got to me more. The cycle was sort of in- in the opposite direction. And that- that was probably the most frustrating.

  10. 54:591:06:34

    Indonesia incident

    1. LR

      Uh, people have said some vile things to me, you know, about my whole Indonesia thing.

    2. LF

      Ooh, this is good.

    3. LR

      (laughs) Oh.

    4. LF

      This is gonna give the anarchists and Lee Chess some- some fuel.

    5. LR

      (coughs) Oh, I-

    6. LF

      Let's go, the Indi- what's the Indonesia thing? (laughs)

    7. LR

      Yeah.

    8. LF

      The way you said it, okay, maybe we don't want to talk about it.

    9. LR

      No, no, it's-

    10. LF

      But let's- let's talk about it.

    11. LR

      No, it's- it's- it's totally fine. I...

    12. LF

      Who did you kill?

    13. LR

      I didn't... phh, I- I was gonna say, "I wish," but I'm not even sure I can make a joke like that.

    14. LF

      (laughs)

    15. LR

      I, uh, so the Indonesia thing was, I was streaming chess.

    16. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    17. LR

      On chess.com, I might add, (laughs) uh, and I got booted up for a 10-minute game. Just a random account from Indonesia. That was the flag. Now, mind you, on these websites, you can pick your flag. It can be from wherever, you don't have to, it's not geo-tracing, you can change it. I was like, "Okay, an account from Indonesia." And as always, I looked at the account, 'cause it was an untitled high-rated account, and I looked through the games. Win rate was suspiciously high. A- average accuracy was suspiciously high. I went, "Okay, I think this is a cheater." I said it out loud. It's not the first time I've played cheaters on stream. And I said, "Okay, I'm still gonna play, let's see what happens." The game was not crazy suspicious, but definitely suspicious. A few critical moments where I just clearly thought I had a good position, and then the person or the bot played some move that just killed my hopes.

    18. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    19. LR

      And I lost. I went, "Okay, I lost." And, uh, I wrote to the chess.com fair play team, like behind the scenes, I wasn't even saying anything publicly on stream, and, uh, the guy got banned.

    20. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    21. LR

      He was a cheater. So that night...

    22. LF

      Uh-oh.

    23. LR

      Right before I'm going to sleep, 'cause Indonesia's 12 hours ahead of New York, I go on my Twitter, "The hell is going on?" I see hundreds of responses to my recent tweets. "Levy, you gotta check Facebook man, you gotta check Facebook." Like, so, "You got, here's a link." So, allegedly, that account belonged to an older gentleman, and his son made a Facebook post that said, "My dad played a big streamer in chess, Gotham Chess, and Gotham got mad he lost to my dad, so his community mass-reported my dad and he was banned for cheating."

    24. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    25. LR

      Oh, it went viral.

    26. LF

      Oh, no.

    27. LR

      Did you know that Indonesia has the fourth-largest population in the world? I didn't know.

    28. LF

      Oh.

    29. LR

      I learned it the hard way.

    30. LF

      Interesting.

  11. 1:06:341:13:11

    Retiring from chess

    1. LF

    2. LR

      Yeah.

    3. LF

      Um, when you talked about retiring, you, I th- I think you tweeted about retiring-

    4. LR

      Mm-hmm.

    5. LF

      ... from chess.

    6. LR

      I made a video, yeah. I tweeted.

    7. LF

      Um-

    8. LR

      It's my value to the world. (laughs)

    9. LF

      The tweet or the video?

    10. LR

      No, I just... (laughs)

    11. LF

      Or both?

    12. LR

      Yeah.

    13. LF

      Uh, "I'm retiring from all competitive chess events. My preparation is outmatched, my calculation skills are too flawed, and most importantly, my anxiety is beyond repair. I physically and emotionally cannot do it anymore."

    14. LR

      Yeah.

    15. LF

      What was the hardest thing, uh, what was the hardest thing about competing? Like, can you, can you elaborate on that?

    16. LR

      Yeah. I think it's separated into phases of my life. So after being a creator and coming back and playing over-the-board and making recaps of all my games, I think the constant feeling that I had at the board was a kid who hadn't studied enough for a test, which is a very unique type of anxiety. And during the game, it was just self-hatred. Like, good moves did not feel as good as how bad bad moves felt, and bad moments.

    17. LF

      Right. And- and then underneath that, you're saying there was a sense that, "I did not prepare well enough," always.

    18. LR

      O- oh, un- unquestionably. So my ... I'm an international master, but i- there's international masters now who are 11. I got the title when I was 22, which is late. That might not sound like it's late, but it- it's really late, and I quit chess multiple times when I was a teenager. If I hadn't, if one of my parents was like, "Sit down. This is the only thing that you're good at. Focus on it."

    19. LF

      (exhales) Yeah.

    20. LR

      Maybe I would've been a grandmaster, but that's- that's life, right? And I would come back to chess at various points in my life when I felt more mature, I felt more ready, and I felt more motivated. I- it was all me. I never ... I had one coach when I was maybe about 10, I never listened to the guy. Great guy. Like, he emailed me even recently just wanting to catch up, which I thought was adorable, 'cause I'm like, I'm like, I don't- don't even know if he knows that YouTube chess exists. He's in his 70s. He's just, he's just like a nice older guy.

    21. LF

      Yeah.

    22. LR

      Um, and he would come to my house. We would have dinner, and my grandma would make us food, and he would tell her that I'm brilliant, but I never work. (laughs) And I have so much potential. If only I ever worked at all, one minute on anything. I just played speed games online and- and I-

    23. LF

      But did he- did he speak the truth there? Like, could you have worked more?

    24. LR

      I could have worked more, for sure. Yeah. Absolutely.

    25. LF

      When you listen to Magnus who doesn't- he seems like he doesn't work either.

    26. LR

      He works. Uh, he might work in different ways. But I- I think for him, it's also, uh, obsession, again, love. It's- it's everything. It's- he might read a book, he doesn't consider it work.

    27. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    28. LR

      It's work. He's getting information in, and he's learning something. It might just be easier for him to learn than for me, for example, or for anybody. Just everybody learns and absorbs things differently. So I- I would come back to chess, and the best run of my life that I had was in 2016, where I basically, while teaching a chess program, scholastic chess program, I told all the parents, "Hey, so for these four months, I'm gonna stop doing private lessons, and I'm gonna go travel and play tournaments, because I wanna become an international master finally."

    29. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    30. LR

      I'm 20 years old. This is in 2016. Like, "Can- can you help me raise some money?" These are all managing directors. These are lawyers. These are seven-figure, eight-figure households. And they contributed, and I ke- kept a blog. And then I worked just six hours, seven hours every day, like, studying all the opening trends, uh, all of the new ideas, reading the books, analyzing my own games, playing s- my own speed games, and analyzing them, training every day. And that year, I went from 2240 over-the-board to 2404 with two of the three norms, as they call them, which are basically tournament performances.

  12. 1:13:111:16:53

    Death

    1. LF

      this game?

    2. LR

      I- I don't think I'm going to do what I do right now forever.So-

    3. LF

      Well, you're gonna die one day.

    4. LR

      Right.

    5. LF

      Just a heads-up.

    6. LR

      Yes. Yes, yes, yes. I once cried when I realized that. It was at a funeral. It was very sad. That's another entirely separate rabbit hole to go down.

    7. LF

      When- which is when? Uh, what age?

    8. LR

      When, when did this happen?

    9. LF

      Yeah.

    10. LR

      Just a couple years ago. Yeah. It was rough.

    11. LF

      So you really were able to like... Like that, the realization really hit you like, "Fuck, this, this ends."

    12. LR

      Yeah. I'm the kind of person who, I have my active thoughts in my brain of things I have to get done, and the more of those the better 'cause I'll, my brain will walk me off a cliff, not t- the physical body, the brain itself will walk off a cliff, uh, spinning in circles. So I try to keep myself as active as possible on tasks I have to do. It's good and I'm busy, it's good I'm at the scale I am, 'cause you can't really rest a whole lot. But yes, that was... I have these moments in my life where I have realizations of past fuck-ups or things I ha- like I really have to do that I've been like really doing poorly, or things like this.

    13. LF

      Mm-hmm.

    14. LR

      Massive existential things that just hit me like a ch- just like a bus.

    15. LF

      There are several things tricky about it. So, 'cause I meditate on death a lot. Like i- in this conversation, I imagine this is the last thing both you and I do. Just, we're gonna die after this. So you meditate on that. But then you also have to, I think what hits people really hard is the realization that life moves on. Not only does it just end for you, but m- most people would be like, um, they'll, you know, in your case, they'll tweet. It's like, "Oh, he's so great." And there'll be-

    16. LR

      They'll be Twittering.

    17. LF

      ... so much outpouring. There'll be outpouring of love and so on for a day-

    18. LR

      Yeah.

    19. LF

      ... and then it moves on.

    20. LR

      Yeah.

    21. LF

      And the, you know, the new trees grow, new, uh, bridges are built, and then eventually human civilization ends, or it moves over to Mars and so on.

    22. LR

      Mm-hmm.

    23. LF

      And you'll be forgotten completely.

    24. LR

      Yeah.

    25. LF

      And that, but that, that for most people come right away, like you, you get a cancer diagnosis or something like that and it's like, "Doesn't anyone else know that I'm going to die? Does anyone else care?"

    26. LR

      Yeah.

    27. LF

      Like, nobody gives a shit. I mean, uh, they do, I mean, there's love there, but like not in, in a dramatic way that you would somehow deep inside hope for, that the world would stop because your life is facing this catastrophic event, so.

    28. LR

      Yeah.

    29. LF

      But I think ultimately what you could channel that realization into appreciation of the current moment and just the people you love and, uh, sharing love with them as intensely as possible, experiencing every moment as intensely as possible. 'Cause eventually there'll be a last moment, and after that there'll be no more moments.

    30. LR

      That's sort of what I do. Yeah.

  13. 1:16:531:30:29

    Streamers

    1. LF

      So, uh, how hard is it to reach... What, what are the, what are the requirements for grandmaster by the way? 'Cause, yeah, and what are the requirements for international master? You mentioned a few requirements and so on.

    2. LR

      Yes. So the first one is you have to know how to use a Shure mic and an arm. I'm slowly learning-

    3. LF

      You were impressed by this here microphone by the way. For the, for people listening, we're using this, uh, SM, Shure SM7B that a lot of pod- podcasters use. I don't know why.

    4. LR

      That's interesting.

    5. LF

      And Michael, uh, Jackson on Thriller, which Grimes told me.

    6. LR

      Really?

    7. LF

      That's what... I think it looked a little different, but it's, it's the same-

    8. LR

      Wow.

    9. LF

      ... uh, underneath it. A few musicians used it in studio. I don't know where it became popular as a, as a podcasting microphone, 'cause I think most broadcasters use condenser mics that look like really fancy.

    10. LR

      Yeah.

    11. LF

      This looks a little...

    12. LR

      No, this one's great. It sounds really, really good. And I told you before that I wanted to use it, but it requires a external dashboard of some sort and I'm way too lazy to learn how to do it. And my microphone doesn't sound that bad for YouTube and for, for Twitch, but this is a long-term project.

    13. LF

      I still have to figure out how to stream stuff. I have not, I haven't figured that out because I-

    14. LR

      You, you want to go down into the world of Twitch?

    15. LF

      No, I don't.

    16. LR

      Okay.

    17. LF

      I don't.

    18. LR

      You just wanna learn how to do it.

    19. LF

      Uh...

    20. LR

      Just in case.

    21. LF

      Uh, no, for, uh, no, not Twitch. (laughs) Uh-

    22. LR

      (laughs) Do you know what we have over there? It's... (laughs)

    23. LF

      Uh, so first of all, yes, it is, it's like a (laughs) I feel like The Hobbit going into like Mordor, like I, I, I, the... Yeah, Twitch is a, is a, is a very intense world. But the, there is useful cases when you should have your microphone work with like the different pro- the processing chain work in real time.

    24. LR

      Mm.

    25. LF

      So you can do like interviews. And also I play video, I try to play a video game once a month. (laughs) So, um, I've done that like three times already. Uh, so stream that kind of stuff for like, for like an hour. Um, like play Skyrim. I like, I love playing Skyrim. I actually love the idea, I haven't done that yet, but apparently in Skyrim you can turn off the monsters and you can just walk around. So I love the idea of just walking around Skyrim for a couple hours and just like, 'cause it's beautiful nature.

    26. LR

      I see.

    27. LF

      Have you... Do you know anything about those, uh, it's the Elder Scrolls, but-

    28. LR

      I know very, I know, I know, I know little about Skyrim. Uh, but-

    29. LF

      So it's, it's kinda like Chat- no. (laughs)

    30. LR

      (laughs)

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