Anxiety Toolkit: Understanding Its Effects On Your Mind and Body | The Mel Robbins Podcast

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   Intro

   1. MRMel Robbins0:03

      We are talking anxiety today, and we have our most popular and most requested expert back. This is a topic, whether you have struggled with anxiety or not, we are all impacted by this. And by knowing the difference between just merely talking about it and trying to live with it or struggle with it or cope with it, and actually healing it, that's where amazingness starts to happen, and I want that for you. Hey, it's your friend Mel, and welcome to the Anxiety Toolkit on the Mel Robbins podcast. I'm so glad you're here. We are talking anxiety today, and we have our most popular and most requested expert back to talk about anxiety and how you can heal it, and we're going to answer questions from five listeners of the Mel Robbins podcast. I love this topic. I am so excited to be able to bring you an appointment with one of the world's leading experts on this topic. This guy is a medical doctor, a neuroscientist, a best-selling author, and he is going to meet with you, unpack the topic of anxiety step-by-step, and he's doing it at zero cost. And I cannot wait for you and I to experience this. I cannot wait for you to share this toolkit with your friends, for you to bookmark this and come back to it. This is a paradigm shifter, and as you know, the Mel Robbins podcast, we're not here to just listen, we are here to do. And there's going to be a lot that you're going to be able to do for free to empower yourself and to heal from anxiety, and I think that's going to be the biggest takeaway. I know Dr. Kennedy's work. My life has changed because of his work. I have also struggled with anxiety for most of my life, and I am the mother of three adult children who had very serious periods with anxiety, and they all presented very differently. And so this is a topic, whether you have struggled with anxiety or not, we are all impacted by this, and by understanding it in a very different way, and by knowing the difference between just merely talking about it and trying to live with it or struggle with it or cope with it and actually healing it, that's where amazingness starts to happen, and I want that for you. If you're brand new, welcome. This is an amazing, amazing episode to begin our relationship with together. My name's Mel Robbins. I'm a New York Times best-selling author and one of the world's leading experts on motivation, change, and habits, and one of the changes that I teach all over the world is how to heal anxiety. And Dr. Kennedy and I have an incredible relationship. He comes at it from the scientific neuroscience medical side, and I come at it from kind of the same thing, but from lived experience and all of the research that I've done with our global audience, and so if you don't know Dr. Russell Kennedy, let me tell you about the man who is in the house for the Anxiety Toolkit. And this is zero cost. I'm so excited about this. Um, he is a medical doctor who specializes in this and childhood trauma and nervous system regulation. He is also a neuroscientist which, makes him very, very interesting as an expert. He's a certified yoga instructor, meditation teacher, and he too, uh, has struggled with anxiety, and I love his take on this. The tools that you are n- undoubtedly going to learn today are going to change your life. They've changed mine. For 30 years, I lived with anxiety, and doing what you're going to learn today in the Anxiety Toolkit, when you take these steps to heal it, there is a level of peace and confidence and clarity and happiness that you will be able to access that I so want for you. And with that introduction, I want to open the door and welcome you in to your appointment with the renowned world-leading expert on this topic. Dr. Russell Kennedy is back and in the house for you. Dr. Kennedy! Welcome back to the Mel Robbins podcast.

   2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy4:35

      Thank you, Mel Robbins. How are you doing?

   3. MRMel Robbins4:38

      Me? Um...

   4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy4:39

      Yeah.

   5. MRMel Robbins4:41

      Today? I'm doing great.

   6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy4:44

      Good.

   7. MRMel Robbins4:45

      I'm doing great. You, you are the, I think, most downloaded episode that we've done so far.

   8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy4:53

      Oh, awesome. That's great.

   9. MRMel Robbins4:54

      Yes, that's really great because your take on anxiety has helped so many people, and so I am thrilled to have you back, and I'm also thrilled that five, uh, listeners of the Mel Robbins podcast are going to get a chance to have you unpack, uh, answers to their questions. But before we jump into those questions, Dr. Kennedy, I wanted to just bring everybody up to speed because you dropped some amazing wisdom and some ways to think about anxiety that I know changed the way that I think about anxiety, and it was incredibly empowering for everybody. And so just for the sake of setting the table and welcoming everybody in, I'd love to just do rapid fire a couple quick questions that cover what we covered in the first episode, and then we're going to jump right into questions from listeners. Does that sound good?

   10. RKDr. Russell Kennedy5:48

       Absolutely.

   11. MRMel Robbins5:49

       Awesome. So what is your definition

2. 5:52 – 7:22

   I bet you haven’t heard this definition of anxiety before

   1. MRMel Robbins5:52

      of anxiety, Dr. Kennedy?

   2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy5:55

      Anxiety for me is anxious thoughts, anxious thoughts of the mind. Anxiety is not painful itself. What's painful is this sense of alarm.... that's in our body, that's in our system. And it's the alarm that drives the thoughts, because it's a very atypical way, especially as a doctor and a neuro- neuroscientist, to look at anxiety as more of a body issue, like old-

   3. MRMel Robbins6:18

      Hmm.

   4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy6:18

      ... unresolved wounding that just resol- that just making sense through the mind, 'cause the mind is this compulsive meaning-making, make-sense machine. So, when it feels the alarm in your body from the old wounds that haven't been resolved, it makes sense of it by worrying, warnings, what ifs, worst case scenarios, and that's what happens.

   5. MRMel Robbins6:36

      Let me see if I can unpack that.

   6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy6:38

      (laughs)

   7. MRMel Robbins6:38

      So, for you, you said anxious thoughts, like anxiety is sort of those spiral of thoughts-

   8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy6:44

      Yeah.

   9. MRMel Robbins6:44

      ... but truly, the- the genesis of it is unresolved trauma or issues from your childhood that is stored in the body?

   10. RKDr. Russell Kennedy6:55

       Typically, yeah.

   11. MRMel Robbins6:57

       Okay. Where does anxiety come from?

   12. RKDr. Russell Kennedy7:00

       It comes from that alarm in your body, 'cause typically what happens with people with chronic anxiety, anxiety is normal, you know, anxiety over taxes, anxiety over your kids, that's normal. But if it's every day, it's relentless, like that kind of anxiety is abnormal. That typically comes from sort of unresolved stuff from your- from your childhood,

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   So where exactly does anxiety come from?

   1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy7:22

      and it's stuck in your body and in your mind to some extent. It's- it's a bit of a- it's a tough call, because when you say anxiety's in your body, of course it's in your nervous system, which of course is your body and your mind. So, it's really finding that place of unresolved wounding, that- that trauma that still sits in you, because that's the engine of what's driving your thoughts. So, rather than thinking of anxiety as a thought-based process, it's actually a feeling-based process that's only kind of reflected by the mind. But we- we assume that it's the mind, because we're so fixated on the mind in our society. So, it's really a body-based issue, but we focus on the mind and we try and fix it through the mind, and that's why people are in therapy for 30 years and they're not getting a lot better.

   2. MRMel Robbins8:05

      (laughs) Um, that was so succinct, what you just said, because what really went funk for me was when you said anxiety is a feeling issue, but our mind tries to make sense of what we're feeling in our bodies, and we have had this approach forever-

   3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy8:29

      Mm-hmm.

   4. MRMel Robbins8:29

      ... in the world-

   5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy8:30

      Mm-hmm.

   6. MRMel Robbins8:30

      ... that we try to change or fix the thoughts in our mind with our mind, and what you're saying, which

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   This is a revolutionary way of thinking about how to heal anxiety

   1. MRMel Robbins8:38

      to me is revolutionary, is, "No, no, no, no, no. Let's- let's- let's forget the mind for a minute and let's drop into the body, and let's talk about the feelings that are triggering this spiral of thoughts."

   2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy8:51

      Yeah.

   3. MRMel Robbins8:51

      Is that good summary?

   4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy8:53

      That's a great summary.

   5. MRMel Robbins8:54

      You know, I've spent the better part of my lifetime living with all of this unrest-

   6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy9:02

      Me too.

   7. MRMel Robbins9:03

      ... and unease and on-edge-ness in my body, and I have tried for decades to make sense of it, to calm it, to soothe it, to heal it through my mind. And it is a revelation to realize, whoa, it really starts with thinking about the body. And so, I wanna ask you one more question, and then we're gonna kind of jump into the- the questions for the listeners, which will allow us to go really deep into this topic. If it's begins, which I agree with you, with this sort of stored experience in your nervous system, this stored experience and these feelings that get triggered in you, how do you know if what you're experiencing in your life right now is anxiety versus just day-to-day stress versus overwhelm?

   8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy9:52

      I think if it's chronic, like if you're looking at your life,

5. 9:56 – 11:19

   If you’re waking up this way, that’s a red flag

   1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy9:56

      if you wake up in the morning and you're going, "Oh, my God, I've got this, this, this, and this," which you've talked about before on the podcast, like waking up with this sense of dread, that's a sign that things aren't quite right. And anxiety is one of those things. I get messages from people all the time that say, "I didn't actually know I had anxiety until I read your book." It's like, well, I don't know if I'm doing any favors as far as that kind of stuff goes.

   2. MRMel Robbins10:19

      (laughs)

   3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy10:19

      But- but really, no, I get that all the time, because I think that we just, we live in our minds, we live in our bodies-

   4. MRMel Robbins10:25

      Mm-hmm.

   5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy10:25

      ... this just becomes normal. And unless it rises above this kind of critical mass where we're like uncomfortable almost all the time, then we think, "Well, there's something going on." And now with Instagram, with all this stuff, like everything's trauma now. Everything's trauma. And I- I- I watched your episode about healing childhood trauma, and I really wanna dive into that as well, 'cause it's so important. Because the quick- the quick version is you probably had trauma as a child that was unresolvable for you as a child. Now, what happens is when we get trauma as children, we blame ourselves. There's a great saying that says if you abuse, neglect, or abandon a child, the child doesn't stop loving the parent, they stop loving themselves-

   6. MRMel Robbins11:05

      Mm-hmm.

   7. RKDr. Russell Kennedy11:05

      ... and then that starts the split. And when we ... And then we start judging, abandoning, blaming, and shaming ourselves from that point forward. And that split causes this sense of alarm that gets lodged in our body. And then because we don't wanna feel that

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   A trauma response isn’t directed outward- it’s here instead

   1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy11:19

      alarm in our body, we go up into our heads, which is the only place that a child can go, 'cause they have no ... they're pretty powerless in their- in their environment, and they overthink.

   2. MRMel Robbins11:28

      Mm-hmm.

   3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy11:28

      And that's a temporary escape. And then we train ourselves as children to overthink, because that's the only safe place is in our minds. And then when we get older, go through a couple divorces, you know, you get in a car accident, whatever, that stuff tends to come right back up again. So, that's really the basis of- of where this global anxiety kind of comes from in people, is it's this unresolved trauma, and your parents love you and you've got, you know, a supportive family, and you're attuned and connected and "securely attached," you can go through traumas like we all do in childhood, and they won't impact your nervous system to create this permanent change or...... I, I don't like using the word permanent 'cause it makes it feel like it's hopeless, but it creates a permanent change in your nervous s- And trauma is anything that changes your nervous system, that sticks your nervous system in a pattern that doesn't allow you to get out of that trauma, and then we just get into this loop or this alarm in our body. We make sense of it by making horrible thoughts in our mind, warnings, what ifs, worst case scenarios, which of course makes the alarm of the body worse, which of course makes the, the thoughts worse, and we get caught in this alarm anxiety cycle. And we- unless we see it, we can't get out of it.

   4. MRMel Robbins12:39

      Wow. One of the things that I love about you, Dr. Kennedy, is you are the loudest voice out there telling people, "You can heal anxiety, that you're not stuck feeling this way. You don't have to live your life feeling triggered or out of control or overthinking or on edge." And for somebody that is really struggling with anxiety, that seems impossible. In fact, our first question comes from a woman named Carrie, and it is a question from a woman who is extremely successful, and I'm sure she's hiding her anxiety, but it's gotten to the point where she just can't handle it anymore. So let's take a listen to Carrie.

   5. NANarrator13:22

      Hey, Mel. I'm a 53-year-old woman, a creative leader with, to the outside world at least, uh, a so-called great career, I guess you'd say, but with crippling anxiety and exhausting overthinking, traveling accompanied by panic attacks. Oh, what the heck? Um, I've had this issue for 30 years and all the guided meditations and mindfulness training pods in the world aren't helping. So what steps can I take to stop this, to heal and find a new peace before I chuck in the towel and just barricade myself in a home? Thanks for everything. Bye.

   6. MRMel Robbins14:05

      I really relate to Carrie

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   Have you tried everything to deal with your anxiety?

   1. MRMel Robbins14:07

      because I know that I have been somebody with what they call high functioning anxiety, uh, for most of my life. That anxiety, a lot of times, like lights a fire underneath me and that worried energy, that nervous energy, that mind that is constantly thinking 15 steps ahead has helped me be very innovative and creative and to take risks in business, but it's torturous because you're just always nervous about something and on edge.

   2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy14:42

      Here's the thing, and this is true with you too, is that a- the anxiety drives you to succeed. A lot of people with anxiety are really intelligent. So we get very, very good at thinking. We go into our heads. We've been doing it since we've been five years old. So of course, it's like going to the- the thinking gym every day. So we get very good at thinking. We get very good a- at accomplishing things. The problem is that underlying trauma, I could hear in her voice for sure, is driving her too much. And you went through this too. You realized, "Look, I can't... This isn't sustainable going this way." So the solution for her would be to find that little version of herself and see her, love her, protect her, show her that she's connected, and what we

8. 15:32 – 19:25

   Forget what you’ve tried so far, THIS is what will actually heal you

   1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy15:32

      do is we find where the alarm is in your body. So with her, I would say, you know, when you get into these anxious phases that I call alarm and that you brilliantly call alarm all the time. I watched your one on- on healing childhood trauma and- and you only used the term anxiety once or twice, which I just loved. But getting into the alarm in her body, which basically that alarm is a remnant of your younger self. The part of our brain, the amygdala that that encodes this has no sense of time, so that when we encode these traumatic memories, it's the... When we recall them, it doesn't feel like they're coming from the past. It feels like they're happening now. So she probably has an unresolved trauma of some kind or traumas that are coming up in her body and temporarily, guided meditations, breathing, all that stuff will help you, but the key out of this, and I hope everybody gets this today, if you have chronic anxiety, you have a child in you that is suffering, that is struggling. And all the guided meditations, all the breath work, all the yoga isn't going to heal that. What heals that is actually going in, finding that child, finding their eyes in a picture or even in your mind's eye, looking at them, showing them that they are seen, heard, loved, and protected in a way now that they didn't get back then. And that's how we heal the root cause of this as opposed to just helping people cope, because basically most of the things that are out there today help you cope, and there's nothing wrong with coping. It's just to heal, we have to solve this at the root cause, which is this typically this unresolved wounding, typically again from childhood, that's still in you, that's still activated. And until that child feels seen, heard, loved, and protected, you're always going to be anxious.

   2. MRMel Robbins17:24

      So Dr. Kennedy, thank you for going into so much depth just out of the gate here. And I want to hit the pause button so we can hear a word from our sponsors and so that everybody can just take a breath and digest what we just talked about. Maybe you want to find a photo of your younger self while we're listening to our sponsors. But when we come back, we're going to dig even deeper into Carrie's question, so don't go anywhere. Welcome back. I'm Mel Robbins, and this is the Anxiety Toolkit on the Mel Robbins Podcast. So I want to... I- I... All of a sudden, this visual came to mind and I want to see if we can maybe tease this out into some specific steps-

   3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy18:07

      Sure.

   4. MRMel Robbins18:07

      ... that somebody might be able to take even on their own today with the support of your expertise. Because you described, in my mind-... the three layers that somebody has to go through to go, to, to, to address this sort of chronic on-edgeness, this, this stress, these panic attacks that Keri's talking about. And the first level is self-awareness, right?

   5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy18:35

      Mm-hmm.

   6. MRMel Robbins18:36

      So, there may be a large number of people that are listening to this from around the world, 'cause at this point we're reaching 200 countries, um, 17 million people in five months, Dr. Kennedy. And there's a lot of people that are thinking for the first time, "Huh, I wonder if I have anxiety." And so, listening to podcasts, reading books, watching, uh, videos, or watching this show on YouTube, and having the self-awareness that maybe this is something called anxiety that you're dealing with. What are some of the surprising signs, Dr. Kennedy, that people should be looking for, that they may not know could actually be anxiety?

   7. RKDr. Russell Kennedy19:24

      Well, one of the

9. 19:25 – 22:36

   This sign of anxiety may surprise you

   1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy19:25

      big ones that people don't really realize is constantly looking for external validation-

   2. MRMel Robbins19:30

      Oh.

   3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy19:30

      ... constantly looking for love and attention outside of yourself. And when you get it, it's amazing. But when you don't get it, you get into that loneliness phase. And there was a study done, uh, I can't remember how long ago, and I don't remember the exact, but basically it was they took women and they gave them an electric shock, not a big electric shock, uh, and it was voluntary. And then they had three scenarios. One where the woman was alone, one where she was, her hand was held by a stranger, and one where her hand was held by her partner. Now, to shorten this up, basically the brain has to work really, really hard if you're lonely.

   4. MRMel Robbins20:10

      Mm.

   5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy20:10

      So, if the, when she was alone, 12 places in her brain lit up. We don't have to go into orbital frontal cortex and all that kind of stuff, but 12 places in her brain. When she was held, uh, hands with a stranger, eight places in her brain lit up. When she was h- holding hands with her partner, four places. So only four places needed to come online-

   6. MRMel Robbins20:30

      Mm-hmm.

   7. RKDr. Russell Kennedy20:30

      ... to reassure her. So it just shows that power of human connection, but if we start, if we're constantly looking for validation outside of us, that is a sign of anxiety, typically. You know, or, you know, my book, AnxietyRx, is about anxiety, but really it's about childhood trauma. For me, it showed up as, as chronic anxiety. For some people it shows up as depression. Other people it shows up as eating disorders, personality disorders. But all of it, it comes from some sort of unresolved childhood wounding, and that will, it will make itself obvious. For me, when I was a child, my brother had orthopedic issues, my dad was schizophrenic, a lot of people know about that who watch my, my channel, so my, a lot of my mother's attention went to my brother and my dad. So I had this sense, like, "Hey, what about me?" Like, "What about me?" So I (laughs) have this drive to be seen, and that's why I'm on the Mel Robbins podcast. There's a drive in me that needs to be seen and validated, but there's also a part of me that was bullied in school that hates crowds and hates attention. So for me, that's what, what causes... So you can have people that are highly accomplished and they're driven by their anxiety, but it's a treadmill. Eventually, after a couple of divorces, you know, or, or something that happens in your life that's, that's, you can't control, then it comes out and then y- it's unmanageable. So it's one of the things that I see with people is looking for, looking for love in all the wrong places, you know? All these things. Addictions are... Addictions are another one of those things that the reason why I think people, you know, take drugs or alcohol or whatever is when they're, when they're in that acute phase in the brain and the GABA receptors are all lit up and it's, and you feel calm and peaceful, I think that's one of the times that people actually feel connected to themselves.

   8. MRMel Robbins22:21

      Mm.

   9. RKDr. Russell Kennedy22:21

      It's o- ironic, it's odd, but in general, like anxiety, and here's one of those things that, you know, you're, you're so great at sound bites, anxiety occurs because you've blocked love for yourself. That's really what happens. So one of the things

10. 22:36 – 27:08

    Anxiety is blocked love for yourself

    1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy22:36

       that, that, you know, drugs and alcohol do is they take away some of those blocks. They make you feel connected to yourself.

    2. MRMel Robbins22:42

       Mm. It's so true. I've never thought about it that way.

    3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy22:45

       People with anxiety and addiction hold hands. Like they are so close together. They both come from childhood wounding, and the alcohol or the drug or whatever allows people to feel connected to themselves. I just had a surgery like three weeks ago and they were putting me under and they put the mask on my face, and as I went under, and 'cause lo- uh, anesthetics, general anesthetics are dissociative.

    4. MRMel Robbins23:09

       Right.

    5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy23:10

       They separate from... So as I was going under I'm saying, "Okay, I love you Rusty. I love you Rusty. I love you Rusty." And Rusty's my name for my 12-year-old self, right, that suffered at the hands of his dad who wasn't abusive or violent, but just crazy. And so I just kept saying, "I love you Rusty. I love you Rusty. I love you Rusty." And it was just a nice way to kinda go under, and I think that's what ketamine and these, these psychedelics, I think it's just a way of getting connected to yourself 'cause that's how you heal-

    6. MRMel Robbins23:36

       Mm.

    7. RKDr. Russell Kennedy23:36

       ... is you become connected to yourself. It doesn't come from outside of you. And yet, but you ha- we have to have that love from outs- outside of us as well, of course. And, you know, as you talk about, the biggest relationship is the relationship you have with yourself. And as cliché and woo and all that stuff as it sounds, and as a neuroscientist and a medical doctor, I sometimes want to have a seizure when I talk about this because it's just so non-scientific. But love and healing is non-scientific. We can't reduce it down to something that we can reproduce in a science lab, and that's what heals us. So science will help us cope, but I haven't seen really science help us heal. It, you know, all the... I'm gonna give one more thing and I'm (laughs) gonna, uh, you know, out of all the incredible advancements we've made in neuroscience in the last 15 years, and they have been amazing-... very few of those advancements have actually led to different clinical outcomes when you're sitting with a patient. So, that's one of the things that, that I'm kind of disappointed about in science a little bit. But science is very helpful at helping us cope. Physiological side, there's a bunch of things that really help us cope. But to heal, it's an inside job. You really have to learn how to connect with that younger, wounded part of you, and if you don't, you'll always have alarm, you'll always be anxious.

    8. MRMel Robbins24:51

       I'd th- I'd say the one exception is the exciting research in the area of all these psychedelics, but I think you just pointed out the reason why this is the biggest breakthrough, because when you have an e- a guided therapeutic experience-

    9. RKDr. Russell Kennedy25:07

       Mm-hmm.

    10. MRMel Robbins25:07

        ... with a ketamine or an MDMA or psilocybin, you have the ability to reconnect and join in with yourself-

    11. RKDr. Russell Kennedy25:18

        Absolutely.

    12. MRMel Robbins25:19

        ... and repair what you say is the original cause of anxiety, which is a situation in childhood where you felt separate from the caregivers whose only job was to make you feel safe and loved and looked after and cared for. And so, you know, I wanna go back to, you know, I have this vision of there are these three phases as I'm listening to you speak. There is the phase of self-awareness and awakening and this kind of wake-up moment where you're like, "Holy cow, maybe the overthinking and the obsessiveness with, um, you know, achievement, maybe feeling on edge all the time, maybe this isn't the way I'm meant to feel. Maybe this is anxiety." You know? So there's this first phase of self-awareness and the wake-up moment, and then there's the second layer, going a little bit deeper, where you make an attempt to cope, whether that's through therapy or it is through breath work or you mentioned meditation or exercise, the bazillion different things that you and I have both done-

    13. RKDr. Russell Kennedy26:35

        Mm-hmm.

    14. MRMel Robbins26:35

        ... for decades-

    15. RKDr. Russell Kennedy26:35

        Mm-hmm.

    16. MRMel Robbins26:36

        ... in order to cope with our anxiety, which for me meant trying to turn it down a little. And then there's a third and deeper phase, which is what you are teaching everybody, and that third phase is healing it, and going deep and getting to the root cause, which you have so beautifully taught us is separation and feeling separate from others and feeling separate from yourself, and when you feel

11. 27:08 – 28:31

    Healing these 2 types of separation is incredibly important

    1. MRMel Robbins27:08

       separate, you don't experience love. You don't experience safety. And so what I wanna know, Dr. Kennedy, going back to Carrie's question, is, is there a simple series of steps that anybody who's listening today that's like, "Holy cow, I have anxiety," or, "I'm tired of coping and talking about anxiety. I wanna go deeper and start the work of healing it." You mentioned inner child. Should we go back and get a photo of ourselves from when we were eight years old? Like, what do you, what are, give me, like, three things to do today to start that work to go and reconnect with the part of ourselves that has been separate since childhood.

    2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy27:54

       I, there's a lot of, like, woo-woo inner child stuff. Like, people get really fired up by this concept of inner child, and I find the people-

    3. MRMel Robbins28:02

       (laughs)

    4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:02

       ... that get the most fired up by the inner child, "Oh, that's a bunch of crap," or whatever-

    5. MRMel Robbins28:05

       (laughs) Can I-

    6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:05

       ... are the ones that have the most childhood wounding-

    7. MRMel Robbins28:07

       (laughs)

    8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:08

       ... 'cause they don't wanna go back there, right?

    9. MRMel Robbins28:09

       That's right. Can, can, I, I do have to admit, anytime anybody uses those two words, inner child-

    10. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:15

        Me too.

    11. MRMel Robbins28:15

        ... I'm like, "Ugh." Eye roll.

    12. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:17

        Totally.

    13. MRMel Robbins28:18

        Sounds so stupid.

    14. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:19

        Same.

    15. MRMel Robbins28:19

        But as an, uh, but as a neuroscientist and a, a medical doctor who specializes in this, what the fuck are you talking about when you say inner child?

    16. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:28

        Yeah. It's, it's the remnant of, it,

12. 28:31 – 34:09

    Unpacking the term “inner-child” with a neuroscientist

    1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:31

       it, it's that, for the science people, like, it's the re- it's the amygdala-based remnant of the trauma. So for you, for your car accident when you rolled in this, on the ski trip-

    2. MRMel Robbins28:42

       Mm-hmm.

    3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:43

       ... there is, your amygdala coupled the sound of crunching snow-

    4. MRMel Robbins28:48

       Yes.

    5. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:48

       ... with trauma.

    6. MRMel Robbins28:49

       Yes.

    7. RKDr. Russell Kennedy28:49

       So now, whenever you go to the mailbox and you hear crunching snow, your amygdala coupled that sound with the trauma, so your body will feel exactly now, when you're on your way out to the mailbox, as you did back then.

    8. MRMel Robbins29:03

       I wanna share one other example-

    9. RKDr. Russell Kennedy29:05

       Sure.

    10. MRMel Robbins29:05

        ... for those of you who haven't heard the first, uh, episode that we did with Dr. Kennedy, and there's a second coupling that happened for me, which is, I was, um, molested by an older kid during a sleepover in the fourth grade. And when I woke up the next morning, I felt in every cell of my body that something was very wrong. And what happened is the trauma, and now you're saying inner child, and the base of the amygdala coupled the experience of waking up after being a victim and the feeling that something's wrong with mourning.

    11. RKDr. Russell Kennedy29:57

        Yep.

    12. MRMel Robbins29:57

        And ever since I've been in fourth grade, I wake up every morning and the morning itself triggers me to feel exactly the same way as a 50-year-old woman that I did when I was in the fourth grade and had woked up that morning. Is that, that's what you're saying, right?

    13. RKDr. Russell Kennedy30:17

        Yeah. And about that, you know, when you came downstairs and your mom was making pancakes and she said, "How did you sleep, honey?" and you saw the other kid-If you had a chance at that point, if there was a magic wand where, you know, you s- you went over to your mother and said, "Hey," you know, "I've got to talk to you about something," and she... and, you know, you went to a different room, and then you, you talked about what happened, and she soothed you, "It's not your fault," she rubbed your back, that probably would have mitigated this whole thing.

    14. MRMel Robbins30:46

        Wow.

    15. RKDr. Russell Kennedy30:46

        Because if we have this love and attention, this bubble that I call it, from our, our parents and caregivers, we are protected. So everyone has trauma in childhood. Like, there's no way of avoiding. But there's a difference between, like, drama and trauma. Trauma is when the event actually changes your nervous system, so it gets stuck in the on position. It's kind of like if you're on a, a railroad, and the old time switch, you know the switches they used to have on the railroad?

    16. MRMel Robbins31:14

        Yeah. Yeah, of course.

    17. RKDr. Russell Kennedy31:15

        So, normally, you know, if you, you go along, you've got good enough parents, you know, you have a reasonable childhood, you go along the, the track, the track is straight, and you just mature. Now, if you get trauma in there, it's like one of those railway switches that switches you offtrack. So it takes you into this mode of protection as opposed to this mode of growth. So if you keep going on the track, you're in a growth mode, you, you feel safe, you know, as Einstein said, "Is the world a safe place?" You feel safe. But when we have this trauma, and it's not resolved at the time, that switch gets thrown. And our nervous system changes. Again, I don't like using the word permanently, because we can move it back. But the amygdala never forgets. There's always a remnant of that. So what we have to do is go back, find that child at that age, younger self, inner child, I usually use younger self because it doesn't turn people off so much, but find your younger self, give them the, the love and support now that they needed back then. Because, again, the amygdala has no sense of time. So, we can use that fact, that the amygdala has no sense of time, to connect with that four... grade four, and soothe her, give her wha- what she needed back then. And that starts to heal the root cause. So then we can pull the switch back. But the, the older we get and the more that, that thing gets ingrained, the harder that switch is rusted into the on position.

    18. MRMel Robbins32:39

        Hm.

    19. RKDr. Russell Kennedy32:39

        So every time the train goes down that track, and we experience something like that, like we wake up, it goes, it goes off that track. It goes into that protection mode rather than the growth mode of going straight ahead. So, if we go back, we find the switch, we heal that younger version of ourselves. And again, I know how flaky this sounds. And as a neuroscientist, it's really difficult for me to talk about the younger self, inner child, but I know after suffering from 30 plus years of crippling anxiety myself, this was the only thing that allowed me to heal, was to go back. I did... I'm a yoga teacher, I mean, uh, meditation te- I've done all this stuff. I've done it all. And nothing really helped. And like you, I have morning anxiety. It... I... or alarm, it wakes me up, I feel it, and then I just... The, the, the big thing about having the alarm is don't add thoughts to it. Like, allow the alarm to be there. Go into sensation, you know, use your breath, use the grounding that you're around. If you're lying in your bed, feel the grounding, feel the support, feel your body, even if it's uncomfortable, and then go back and find that younger version of yourself. So you're asking for sort of a, a step-wise thing.

    20. MRMel Robbins33:50

        Yes.

    21. RKDr. Russell Kennedy33:50

        So basically, when people get anxious, they go into their heads, and they start overthinking. And that's a trap-

    22. MRMel Robbins33:56

        Mm-hmm.

    23. RKDr. Russell Kennedy33:56

        ... because you'll never get out of that. You'll never get out-

    24. MRMel Robbins33:58

        Right.

    25. RKDr. Russell Kennedy33:58

        ... of that overthinking. 'Cause the mind will tell you (laughs) , the mind says, "Hey, we have the answer with more thinking." And it's like, "Well, I thought anxiety was a problem of overthinking?" It's like, "No, no, it's not. It's not. Just keep thinking,"

13. 34:09 – 37:59

    Anxiety is not just a problem of over-thinking

    1. RKDr. Russell Kennedy34:09

       and that doesn't work. So what you have to do is go into your body. Now, the problem is, your body feels alarmed. So why am I gonna go down into my body when it feels alarmed? And that's why we have... That's why we have things like internal family systems therapy, somatic experiencing, psychedelics to some extent, to make you feel safe in your body again.

    2. MRMel Robbins34:28

       Ah.

    3. RKDr. Russell Kennedy34:28

       Because once you feel safe in your body again, then you have the platform. So, when you're feeling anxious, or as I like to say, alarmed, go, "Where on my body do I feel this? Where is it?" For me it's in my solar plexus. I talk about that in the book. But find where the alarm is in your system. In some people, it's in their throat, some people it's in their... across their shoulders. But see if you can put your hand over it, and just sort of make a mental connection with that alarm, and see if you don't feel better almost instantly. Now, it's not gonna take it away. But there is a sense, when I first started doing this, it's like, "Hey, you know, this is the first time in 30 years that I'm actually on the right track." So, when you feel anxious, don't go into your head, go into the sensation of your body, even if it hurts. Find that alarm, find where it is, 'cause I drill down with people. It's like, "Does it have a shape? Does it have a color? Does it have a temperature?" Like, I really drill down in there. 'Cause there's a part of our brain called the insula, the insular cortex, that's kind of like the mediator between the thinking brain and the feeling body. And that insula, I think, will be in the next few years, really important in changing this old pattern, so that when we feel it in our body, we can go back, feel the exact same way that we did back at the time, you with crunching snow, uh, and, and me in the mornings as well, and go, "Okay, there is a different path. I can actually flip the railway switch back over to the growth part and get out of protection." So it's really about connecting with that feeling of alarm in your body, because that feeling of alarm in your body is your younger self.

    4. MRMel Robbins36:10

       This feels like a good place to stop for a second, hear a word from our sponsors, and then when we come back, Dr. Kennedy, I want to go back to Carrie's question and talk about specific tools that you can use to start to address this now that we know what we're dealing with. We'll be right back.

    5. NANarrator36:28

       Hey, Mel. I'm a 53-year-old woman, a creative leader with, to the outside world at least, um, a so-called great career, I guess you'd say, but with crippling anxiety and exhausting overthinking, traveling accompanied by panic attacks. Oh, what the heck? Um, I've had this issue for 30 years, and all the guided meditations and mindfulness training pods in the world aren't helping. So, what steps can I take to stop this, to heal and find a new peace before I chuck in the towel and just barricade myself in a home? Thanks for everything. Bye.

    6. MRMel Robbins37:11

       Welcome back. I'm Mel Robbins, and that was a listener of the Mel Robbins podcast named Carrie. Today, we are talking anxiety toolkit. How do you heal from it? We're here with the world-renowned Dr. Russell Kennedy, and we've been talking about how all anxiety begins in childhood, which is why if you're ever gonna heal it, you're gonna have to go back to those moments in your past and in your childhood that were painful, when you felt unsafe or separate. And I promised that we would take Carrie's question and now dive into tools. What are specific tools that we can use, Dr. Kennedy, to truly start to heal this? Do you print out a photo of yourself when you were little and you make

14. 37:59 – 47:51

    These are the tools you need to start to heal your anxiety

    1. MRMel Robbins37:59

       that your screensaver, which it feels like we should? (laughs) How do you start? Oh my gosh. Aw.

    2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy38:08

       That's me at three.

    3. MRMel Robbins38:10

       Rusty.

    4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy38:11

       Yep. That's Rusty.

    5. MRMel Robbins38:15

       So, for those of you who are listening to this and not watching this podcast on YouTube, Dr. Kennedy just held up the homepage of his phone, and there was a photo of him that's three years old. It just made my heart go aw.

    6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy38:30

       Yeah. He's pretty cute. He's pretty cute.

    7. MRMel Robbins38:32

       So what does it do if you do that for yourself?

    8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy38:36

       Well, that's the start, right? Th- because there's so much resistance to going back to visiting. That's the big thing, because the child in us needs this love and support so much that it creates all this alarm to get our attention, and yet as adults, we push the alarm away.

    9. MRMel Robbins38:53

       Mm-hmm.

    10. RKDr. Russell Kennedy38:53

        So it's kind of like... And I think I might have mentioned this in the last, you know, podcast that we did, is that if, if a child came up to you with their hands up in a grocery store like they'd lost their parents, of course you would soothe them. But we have this alarm that goes off in our system, which is essentially the younger version of us going, "Hey, pick me up. Pick me up. I need some attention. I need some love." And instead we-

    11. MRMel Robbins39:14

        Mm-hmm.

    12. RKDr. Russell Kennedy39:14

        ... go to the internet and zombie-scroll Instagram or go into our addictions or whatever, and we push that child away. So the child just gets louder, the alarm just gets louder and louder and louder. But there is a resistance to going back. So the adult doesn't want to go back and visit the child because the child holds all their pain, and the child has a real mistrust of us as adults because we've been ignoring their alarm for 30 years. So it's, it's really important that we start slowly and you make that connection. So when you say get a picture, that can be really triggering for people. So sometimes I just say, "In your mind's eye, picture yourself at any age as a child that you want." You know? "Picture what you're wearing, um, picture yourself maybe at a happy time in your life." You know, like for you it was like skiing or something like that. "Picture yourself in this happy place," and that way you start making that connection-

    13. MRMel Robbins40:06

        Mm-hmm.

    14. RKDr. Russell Kennedy40:06

        ... because, you know, just to go in and, and, you know, it's... (laughs) Y- you're gonna blow your brains out if you go back in and you, you, you go right to the child, go right to the trauma. So go to a place that you felt good. And I use this a lot when I, when I work with people is, "What was the best time in your life?" Like, what was the, what was the best time in your life, Mel?

    15. MRMel Robbins40:27

        Um, I just immediately had this image of being on the front yard of our house in Michigan, and there were all kinds of kids around, and it was a beautiful summer night, and it was kind of that time of night where it's not quite dark-

    16. RKDr. Russell Kennedy40:46

        Mm-hmm.

    17. MRMel Robbins40:46

        ... but it's not quite daytime. It's that beau- It's my favorite time of night, dusk, when the, when the twinkly stars first start to come out and it's kind of confusing 'cause the sun's up, but you see the moon and-

    18. RKDr. Russell Kennedy40:57

        Mm-hmm.

    19. MRMel Robbins40:57

        ... and you know that the sun's about to set. And we were playing games. Like, we're playing, uh, base and statue and, uh, all kinds of just... Tag and, and, like, just that moment right there with my brother and a bunch of other kids in the neighborhood running around being kids in the front yard of our house in Michigan where I grew up.

    20. RKDr. Russell Kennedy41:21

        Okay. So close your eyes and really get into that image. Like, see your brother. See your house. Relax your shoulders, relax your jaw.

    21. MRMel Robbins41:31

        (inhales deeply) (exhales deeply)

    22. RKDr. Russell Kennedy41:33

        Nice breath in and out. Just really see if you can drink in the emotion of that. And where are you feeling your body? Where do you feel that in your body?

    23. MRMel Robbins41:44

        Oh, I, I kind of feel it from my cheeks all the way to my heart. It's like this sort of like, uh, definitely like r- like, for sure the heart.

    24. RKDr. Russell Kennedy41:54

        Hmm. So this, you know, this is something I would add to high-fiving yourself in the mirror, is go back to the best time in your life when you're high-fiving yourself in the mirror because then we're getting your insulin involved, we're getting your brain involved in this whole feeling state. 'Cause the feeling state is what changes us. We can change our thoughts in a day, but the feeling state is what changes our nervous system.

    25. MRMel Robbins42:17

        Mmm.

    26. RKDr. Russell Kennedy42:18

        So when you do the high-five habit, when you're high-fiving yourself in the mirror, recall the best time in your life.... and just try and see if you can really get a felt sense of that. Now, what I will do with people who have suffered trauma is, I will take them, once I have them grounded, and once they trust me and stuff, I will take them into their trauma, and then I will take them into the best time in their life. So with you, I might do, and we're shortening this considerably for the podcast, but for you, I might say, "Okay, if, if you feel safe enough that we talk about that kid, waking up with that kid on top of you-"

    27. MRMel Robbins42:49

        Mm-hmm.

    28. RKDr. Russell Kennedy42:50

        "... and getting into that feeling. Now, where do you feel that in your body?" And is, is this okay, Mel?

    29. MRMel Robbins42:54

        Oh, like, right in the gut.

    30. RKDr. Russell Kennedy42:55

        To go into this? Yeah, okay.
15. 47:51 – 55:04

    Going slow in your healing process is necessary

    1. MRMel Robbins47:51

       think about?

    2. RKDr. Russell Kennedy47:52

       Yeah. You have to do it slowly. You know, you have to start... Because the thing is, when we go into our alarm, we don't wanna go in there. Like, it feels painful to go in there. So it's... Do it slowly, you know? F- And this does... You know, if it's... If you have a real, significant trauma, you know, emotional, physical, sexual abuse, you probably need a therapist and maybe a somatic therapist to kind of help you get into this place, because it's, it's not, it's not for amateurs, in a way, if you have big trauma. If you have trauma that's manageable, absolutely you can work it on, on your own. But if you have big T trauma-... doing this on your own can re-traumatize, so you need someone else there. You need someone there who you wish was there at the time of the trauma, you know?

    3. MRMel Robbins48:38

       Mm-hmm.

    4. RKDr. Russell Kennedy48:38

       And that person is you. That person is you. It's like, you can go back. We can use our amygdala. We can use that sense that we are, we are not locked in time. We can go back and find that, like, what I have on my phone. I can look in his eyes. I can, I can imagine his eyes too. And there's a great, there's a great song by Peter Gabriel that I listen... This is, we're getting into Dr. Kennedy's world a little bit. Every morning, I, I do this meditation that I make for myself, and then on top of that, I end it all by listening to Peter Gabriel's song, In Your Eyes.

    5. MRMel Robbins49:08

       Mm.

    6. RKDr. Russell Kennedy49:09

       So he has two versions. One's a li- one's, uh, recorded, which is about five minutes, and one's a live version. And he talks about in your eyes, and it's about in your eyes as a child. You know, the light, the peace, the, you know-

    7. MRMel Robbins49:22

       Mm.

    8. RKDr. Russell Kennedy49:22

       ... I am complete. You know, I see, I see the, the vision of a thousand door. I see, I see my divinity. I see my connection with myself, and I look at that little picture of me that's here on, in my, on my phone while I listen to that song. And the lyrics of that song are so powerful. If you, if you imagine, you know, all m- uh, all my instincts, they return. Like, all your instincts return-

    9. MRMel Robbins49:51

       Mm.

    10. RKDr. Russell Kennedy49:51

        ... when you connect with that version of yourself that was hurt and in pain. That's what happens, and that's how you heal from anxiety and alarm. We could cope all we want, but if you want to heal, you have to find that child in you, and you have to show them that they're seen, heard, loved, and protected. And one of the ways that I do that every day is I start my, my day with that song, looking at him. And I, I use different pictures of me, but that's the main one 'cause it's on my phone, and it's right there already.

    11. MRMel Robbins50:20

        Wow. Let's go to another question. We get a lot of questions about anxiety and sleep. In fact, the next listener is somebody named Jason, and his anxiety is starting to creep up at night. And it's not only impacting his ability to fall asleep, but then he wakes up in the middle of the night, and his mind is racing, and he can't go back to sleep. And so, let's listen to this question and then talk about tools.

    12. NANarrator50:45

        Hey, Mel. This is Jason. I always get anxious before I go to bed and then wake up in the middle of the night, uh, worrying about things. How do I stop myself from doing that? Thank you.

    13. MRMel Robbins50:56

        I know I can relate to that, and I bet you can relate to Jason's question too. And Dr. Kennedy, here's what I wanna do. I'm looking at the time. I wanna give the remaining four questions the service that they deserve, and we covered so much about the younger self-work, and there's already so many takeaways that, Dr. Kennedy, we're gonna turn this into two episodes. And I want you listening to take everything that you've learned today, and there's a lot. You have learned about the three phases, right? You've learned about self-awareness. You've learned that coping is important, but that's where a lot of us get stuck, and we've started to scratch the surface on what it means to heal. And if you felt inspired by the meditation that Dr. Kennedy walked me through, where he took me back to remembering a time in my life that was a really amazing, awesome memory where I was playing, I want you to spend some time in the next day or two bringing yourself back to that place. If you feel inspired, like I feel inspired... I feel very inspired to print out a photo of myself in the fourth grade and put it on the home screen of my phone, pin it up in my office, because I think it's going to shift the way that I relate to that alarm inside of me. Because what I've learned today is that alarm isn't anxiety. That alarm is the fourth-grade Mel reaching her hands up and saying, "Please, somebody help me. Please reassure me. Please tell me I'm gonna be okay." That's all, you know, "Please join in with me. Don't let me feel alone right now. Reassure me." That's all that it is. And so, I think having that physical photo is really, really, really gonna help. Dr. Kennedy, uh, hold that thought, and then we're gonna continue this. It's gonna be part two of this, and we're gonna answer four more questions from listeners. We're gonna keep on going, and I promise you, part two will be released in a couple days, so hit the subscribe button. That way, you don't have to think about it. You don't have to remember this, because part of managing everything in your head, we're learning, is the reason why we're all anxious and stressed out and overwhelmed and overthinking, so take the thinking out of it. This is a doing podcast. Hit subscribe. This next part of the conversation will be there waiting for you the second it drops, uh, like a good friend ready to give you a big old hug. And, uh, remember, I do this 'cause I love you, and I believe in you, and I believe in your ability to take these steps to heal, to find peace, to feel safe and confident and energized again. You deserve that, and that's why I'm here twice a week, every week, holding your hand. You got this. All right. Dr. Kennedy and I will be back right here waiting for you in your feed in a couple days. Oh, one more thing. It's the legal language. This podcast is presented solely for educational and entertainment purposes. It is not intended as a substitute for the advice of a physician, professional coach, psychotherapist, or other qualified professional. (instrumental music) Hey, it's Mel. Thank you so much for being here. If you enjoyed that video, by God, please subscribe 'cause I don't want you to miss a thing. Thank you so much for being here. We've got so much amazing stuff coming. Thank you so much for sending this stuff to your friends and your family. I love you. We create these videos for you, so make sure you subscribe. Mwah.

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