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Joe Rogan Experience #1106 - Colion Noir

Colion Noir is a gun rights activist, lawyer, member of the National Rifle Association, and host of the NRA Freestyle web series NOIR. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC193r5YXcpQJV34N99ZbhzQ

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  1. 0:002:26

    Colion Noir’s name, pseudonym rumors, and brand origin

    1. CN

      ... about 1/4 of that.

    2. JR

      How do I pronounce your name?

    3. CN

      Kolyon Noir.

    4. JR

      Kolyon?

    5. CN

      Yeah.

    6. JR

      Okay.

    7. CN

      Yeah. Now, there's a conspiracy out there-

    8. JR

      Oh.

    9. CN

      ... that-

    10. JR

      Okay.

    11. CN

      ... um, I made this name up.

    12. JR

      Yeah. Well, we'll talk about that.

    13. CN

      Yeah. (laughs)

    14. JR

      We'll talk about that. We're, we're live already? Yeah, yeah. How'd you do that so quickly? Yeah, you weren't looking last- Oh, you're a wizard.

    15. CN

      (laughs)

    16. JR

      Uh, what's the conspiracy about your... Your name is Kolyon Noir.

    17. CN

      Yeah.

    18. JR

      What's the conspiracy about your name?

    19. CN

      That I made it up to hide who I really was.

    20. JR

      Oh, some CIA-type shit.

    21. CN

      And I'm... Yeah, like-

    22. JR

      Hmm.

    23. CN

      ... like, everybody gets to have, like, pseudonyms except for me. When you're talking about guns, you don't get to have pseudonyms.

    24. JR

      Did you have a, a different name?

    25. CN

      Yeah, my name's Collins.

    26. JR

      Oh.

    27. CN

      Yeah. (laughs)

    28. JR

      Okay. So, you did change your name?

    29. CN

      Yeah, I did.

    30. JR

      But there's a conspiracy behind you changing your name?

  2. 2:266:02

    How a first range trip turned him from hesitant to pro-gun

    1. JR

      So, how did you get wrapped up with the NRA? So, let-

    2. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    3. JR

      We should kinda, we should cover a couple-

    4. CN

      We'll do, we'll do the origin story?

    5. JR

      ... of things here today. (clears throat) Yeah.

    6. CN

      (laughs)

    7. JR

      So, you're kind of like a spokesperson for the NRA?

    8. CN

      Mm-mm. Not official spokesperson.

    9. JR

      Not official?

    10. CN

      No.

    11. JR

      Unofficial?

    12. CN

      Mm-mm. No, I am-

    13. JR

      But do they... You are a member of the NRA? Do they-

    14. CN

      Yes.

    15. JR

      ... recognize you? Do they appreciate you? Like, how does that work?

    16. CN

      Okay. So, the way it started th- you... I mean, I'm gonna start from the beginning.

    17. JR

      Okay.

    18. CN

      All right. So, um, my... I had a friend of mine, a good friend of mine, who called me up one day and was like, "Do you wanna go shooting?" And I was like, "Uh," 'cause at the time, I really wasn't pro-gun. And this was about... I was around 23, 24?

    19. JR

      How old are you now?

    20. CN

      I'm 34.

    21. JR

      So, this is f- 10 years ago?

    22. CN

      Yeah. And (smacks lips) I hesitated a little bit 'cause my background growing up, like, I didn't grow up with guns in the house. Um, no one in my family had a gun. And for me, the idea and the notion of being a young Black male with a gun, it's always-

    23. JR

      Negative.

    24. CN

      ... I always saw it through... Exactly, through the lens of, you know, gangbanger, drug dealer, so forth and so on. So, that's the mindset I had when, with respect to firearms. Um, unconsciously, right? I didn't even realize it, wasn't even conscious of it until I started getting into this very heavy and realized, "Okay, wow, I was thinking like that, didn't realize it." And so... But at the same time, I told myself, "Why am I afraid of essentially what is an inanimate object," right? So, I think to myself, I'm like, "All right, I really don't wanna go. I'm a little terrified, but you know what? I'm gonna go ahead and do it." And so, I remember getting to the range. We get to the range, and we walk into the door, and then I hear the door for where the actual bays are, and I hear the pop, pop, pop go off. And I'm like, "Holy crap, this is actually happening." And so I kinda had this nervousness, but I'm with my friend, right? And so I don't want my friend to feel like, "Okay, you're acting kinda like a bitch." Right?

    25. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    26. CN

      So, I kinda kept it to myself. We get to the counter. We do all the paperwork that, you know, requisite paperwork, liability forms, all that. Um, and he has his gun. We get some ammo, we go to the lane. I remember it was, uh, the very last lane. It was, uh, name of the range was Top Gun in Houston. And so we go to the very last range, he gives me kind of like a brief instruction about how to shoot the gun, how to load it, so forth and so on. And so at that point, uh, I remember picking up the gun terrified, not knowing what to expect, not knowing what was gonna happen. So, I remember picking it up. It was a little Taurus PT11, PT111 Millennium in .40 caliber, and this was a subcompact. Probably not the best first time shooting gun to use.

    27. JR

      It's a big fucking gun.

    28. CN

      Well, the gun itself was small-

    29. JR

      Small but-

    30. CN

      ... but the caliber, exactly.

  3. 6:028:44

    Guns as tools: cars, responsibility, and what people fear

    1. JR

      It's amazing. The, the, the thing that people are bothered by is what comes with it and how people use it.

    2. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    3. JR

      And, um, I think an analogy that's a fair analogy but people reject is driving cars, and a lot of these fucking psychos that have been running over people in the street. I mean, it just happened again in Berlin.

    4. CN

      Yeah.

    5. JR

      Or what... Somewhere, somewhere in Germany. Some guy ran a bunch of people over and then blew his brains out. It's, it's an object, right? It's a thing that you use.

    6. CN

      And I'm a huge car guy too, so-

    7. JR

      I am as well. Yeah, I love cars. I mean, if someone said, "We have to ban cars because people started running people over with cars," I'd be like, "Well, okay." I think w- we're dealing with a whole bunch of problems. And there's, there's a bunch of things that I think we could probably agree on.

    8. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    9. JR

      One of the things we can agree on is all these mass shootings are horrific.

    10. CN

      Absolutely.

    11. JR

      They're terrifying.

    12. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    13. JR

      It's, it's a- an evil, terrible thing that... Here's another thing. No NRA members are doing that. That's one of the things that's really kind of fucked up about people getting angry at the NRA.

    14. CN

      Yeah.

    15. JR

      We've never had a mass shooting, ever.

    16. CN

      I- I... Not that I can recall that was done by an NRA member, no.

    17. JR

      I, I looked. I tried to find one.

    18. CN

      Yeah.

    19. JR

      I can't find a mass shooting that was perpetrated by an NR- NRA member.

    20. CN

      And I think it's... (sighs) So, the biggest problem that a lot of gun owners, especially NRA members, have is pe-... Like, the conversation that's being had is basically coloring or actually forgetting the human element behind those three letters.

    21. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    22. CN

      Like, the NRA isn't, like, this demigod that just sits in a cloud of Olympia, and it's just one big guy that's, that's orchestrating this entire thing.

    23. JR

      Yeah.

    24. CN

      It's... You're talking five million people.

    25. JR

      Yeah.

    26. CN

      Right? Like, I'm a, I'm, I'm a member. I am a gun owner, right? That, that's who I am. Uh, along with five million other people who are that way. And then there are a ton of other people who think they're NRA members and aren't, and then a ton of other people who probably don't mind being NRA members, they just haven't gotten around to doing it and getting their membership.

    27. JR

      Yeah.

    28. CN

      Um, and the vast majority of those people, and I'm saying that just to be safe, they're good people.

    29. JR

      I think there's quite a few good people. Um, the people that have perpetrated all these mass shootings are definitely not good people. But what's wrong with them? Well, I'll tell you what's not wrong with them: guns. It's not guns that are wrong with them.

    30. CN

      Mm-hmm.

  4. 8:449:54

    Second Amendment as a natural right vs. a privilege

    1. CN

      And, and that's another thing too, though. Like, and I've said it before, I think we are a victim of our own success in this country. Right? I do think this is the greatest country in the world. But the problem with that is, is w- this country was built on an ideological foundation that I think it aids in that, our ability to be as great as we are. But we live in a world now where people don't see the necessity for something that was never predi- that was never supposed to be seen through the lens of necessity in the first place. The Second Amendment doesn't give me a right. It preserves something that already existed. But what happens is we have a culture of people who don't, who look at the Second Amendment as a privilege, not a right. They look at it as a privilege. So that's why they say, "Well, why do you need that? Well, why do you need more than 10 rounds? Why do you need this? Why do you need that?" And I'm like, first of all, we're framing the entire conversation under need when that's not what the Second Amendment is about. It's a right that I've already had. It's a natural right that I had the moment that I stepped foot on this Earth as a person. The right to self-defense is, is universal.

    2. JR

      Yeah. And th- you know, when people say, "Okay, it's a right."

    3. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    4. JR

      "But obviously there's a problem, so we have to do something about it, so you're gonna have to give up your guns." This is, this is the common-

    5. CN

      Mm-hmm.

  5. 9:5411:51

    Mental health, meds, and why the debate ignores root causes

    1. JR

      ... conversation, and it's v- very flippant and it's not well thought out, and there's no cons- no consideration whatsoever to mental health issues.

    2. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    3. JR

      I think-

    4. CN

      Just don't think this is of service.

    5. JR

      ... this is mar- ... I think that's the primary problem.

    6. CN

      Yeah.

    7. JR

      I... That's... I've been saying this from the get-go. I think it's the primary problem. I think it's a mental health issue. And people say, "Oh, that's simplifying it." I don't think it is.

    8. CN

      Right.

    9. JR

      I think it's the opposite. I think it's, it's ignored.

    10. CN

      Yeah.

    11. JR

      Look, it's a... There's something wrong when you have this many people on mental health medication, and then when you look at the number of mass shooters, it's almost universal. Almost every single one of them is on some sort of psychiatric medication. But that's not a part of the narrative.

    12. CN

      Yeah.

    13. JR

      That's not a part of the conversation. The conversation is always, "Get rid of guns." Now, I don't want crazy people to have guns, and I don't think you do either.

    14. CN

      No, I don't.

    15. JR

      So, outside of taking away the rights to have guns from normal, law-abiding people like yourself and myself, I have guns, what, what do we do?

    16. CN

      Okay. So, first of all, I think we need to frame the conversation in- into specifics, right?

    17. JR

      You're a lawyer, right?

    18. CN

      I am.

    19. JR

      Okay.

    20. CN

      Yeah.

    21. JR

      So you understand-

    22. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    23. JR

      ... bills and amendments-

    24. CN

      Yep.

    25. JR

      ... and law... Okay.

    26. CN

      Yeah. And so I think, one, we're lumping the entire conversation into one category, right? If we're gonna talk about school shootings, let's talk about school shootings.

    27. JR

      Okay.

    28. CN

      Right? So first thing I say is, 'cause the first... One thing a lot of people on that side like to say is, "Well, you guys just don't want any, any gun laws, and you say no to everything, but you have no solutions."

    29. JR

      Well, that's true, but, and, uh, to, to stand up for that, it's because all they want to do is take away the guns.

    30. CN

      Yeah.

  6. 11:5115:25

    Twitter, rhetoric, and the challenge of civil argument online

    1. CN

      And, and that's, and that... The, the, uh, the odd thing about it is it's... You can... Anybody who's paying attention to discourse and the way it's happening, especially on social media, right? Anybody who follows my Twit- my, my Twitter account knows this. Multiple occasions, I've tried to have a rational conversation with people who are on the f-... complete opposite side of my spectrum of, of this issue.

    2. JR

      Is there any of this online?

    3. CN

      And-

    4. JR

      There, like, debates or anything like that?

    5. CN

      Well, no, I mean, it's just-

    6. JR

      On Twitter.

    7. CN

      ... t- tweets going back and forth.

    8. JR

      You can't do anything rational on Twitter. (laughs)

    9. CN

      You can't. You can't.

    10. JR

      Occasionally, you can, and it's a goddamn miracle.

    11. CN

      Yeah, it is. It's... (laughs)

    12. JR

      It's like the clouds part, people being friendly, like, "Whoa!"

    13. CN

      The funny thing is, you wanna see me flustered?

    14. JR

      Yeah.

    15. CN

      Respond to me rationally when I'm- (laughs)

    16. JR

      (laughs)

    17. CN

      ... when I'm talking to you. 'Cause I'm always, you know, I have this guard up, right?

    18. JR

      Right, right, right. Right, of course.

    19. CN

      Um, and I actually have to check myself about that a little bit, because how am I any better than the people on the other side if I have the same, if I, I h- have the same energy-

    20. JR

      Right.

    21. CN

      ... that they have towards me?

    22. JR

      That's a very good point.

    23. CN

      And so I've started, you know what? Let me... 'Cause I can be incredibly snarky. Uh, y- uh, like, I, I can. Um, and it's partly due because of my friends. They're all assholes.

    24. JR

      (laughs)

    25. CN

      They just are. (laughs) Like, all the friends I grew up with, I grew up arguing with a group of guys who, when they were losing it logically, they went to jokes.

    26. JR

      Right.

    27. CN

      Right? And they-

    28. JR

      Sounds like a man.

    29. CN

      Yeah.

    30. JR

      Yeah.

  7. 15:2518:04

    NRA relationship, Ted Nugent, and the ‘NRA is not monolithic’ point

    1. JR

      Now, how does the NRA feel about you? Do you know? I mean, do you have conversations with them? Are they saying, "Good job"? Are they, are they pleased? Or...

    2. CN

      Oh, I mean, as far as I can tell, they are. I'm s-

    3. JR

      Yeah.

    4. CN

      I mean, um, uh, we still have the relationship we have. It's, it's very much a very symbiotic relationship.

    5. JR

      But it's a weird one right now-

    6. CN

      Uh-huh.

    7. JR

      ... because it's like, this is what I hear from the NRA.

    8. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    9. JR

      I s- I hear "Colion" and then I hear Ted Nugent. (laughs)

    10. CN

      (laughs)

    11. JR

      Those are, those are the two that I hear.

    12. CN

      Uh, I've, I, I, I gotta be honest, I'm not, I'm not the biggest fan of Ted, Ted Nugent's rhetoric. Um, but I do know where it's coming from. But then again, I didn't grow up listening to Ted Nugent.

    13. JR

      Yeah.

    14. CN

      That, that's not my demograph. But, at the same time, Ted Nugent is still an individual, and people fail to understand that. Like, we, like, we may be monolithic on the, on the issue of firearms.

    15. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    16. CN

      But we're not monolithic in the way we go about expressing that.

    17. JR

      Well, he's right about things.

    18. CN

      Yeah, he is.

    19. JR

      You know, just because someone's outrageous doesn't mean they're not right. Like, uh, have you ever seen his, uh, this, the debate that he had in a gun store with, uh, Piers Morgan?

    20. CN

      Yeah, no, the funny thing is, Ted Nugent's incredibly bright.

    21. JR

      He's a smart guy.

    22. CN

      He's smart-

    23. JR

      He's just crazy.

    24. CN

      ... as hell. I don't even think he's crazy.

    25. JR

      I do.

    26. CN

      (laughs)

    27. JR

      Listen, you can only, you can only kill so many things before you lose your fucking marbles. Ted lives on a fucking ranch in Texas-

    28. CN

      Uh-huh.

    29. JR

      ... where it's all fenced in. He's just shooting all animals. He hunts every day. He's a psycho.

    30. CN

      (laughs)

  8. 18:0427:20

    Gun violence statistics: suicides, justified shootings, and ‘context’

    1. CN

      Well, no. So here's what happened. So when I started getting really deep into the advocacy component of it, the, everyone was screaming, "30,000 people a day die from gun violence. 30,000 people a day." That's what they were running with, right?

    2. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    3. CN

      And they were scaring all the suburban house moms. "Oh my gosh, we gotta do something about gun control. We gotta do something about guns." Um, so I, I, I jumped into the pool and I, I, I d- I just like, "Something doesn't seem right about that figure," right? And I'm not saying I'm the one who put this out there.

    4. JR

      What did you think was wrong about it?

    5. CN

      It seemed inflated. It seemed inflated. I don't know what it was, is on a subconscious level, or maybe-

    6. JR

      To a lot of people.

    7. CN

      Or maybe it was me looking for a confirmation bias, right?

    8. JR

      Mm-hmm. Right.

    9. CN

      Because I, I felt the way I did about firearms. I'll be honest and say that.

    10. JR

      Right.

    11. CN

      And so what I did is I kind of researched a little more and I realized, holy shi- over 65% of that 30,000 is suicides. 65%.

    12. JR

      Is that real?

    13. CN

      Yeah.

    14. JR

      Jesus Christ. So what is that, like 18,000 people-

    15. CN

      Yeah.

    16. JR

      ... a day shoot themselves?

    17. CN

      Man, like-

    18. JR

      Something crazy like that?

    19. CN

      But what did we say at the top of the show? Man, people are miserable, man.

    20. JR

      That's a fucking crazy number though, man. That's a, a Kevin Hart concert.

    21. CN

      Yeah, pretty much. (laughs)

    22. JR

      All together. "Good night everybody." Blam.

    23. CN

      Well-

    24. JR

      That's really what it is, 18,000 people. That, that's fucking incredible.

    25. CN

      So then it, but then it begs the question that you, you brought up before, the mental health aspect.

    26. JR

      Yeah.

    27. CN

      How much, how much, how many lives would we actually save if we took the same energy we apply to just making guns evil and trying to ban guns, and to take that energy and put it towards understanding what it is, w- why as a society we have a society that is so eager to really not wanna be here anymore.

    28. JR

      Hm.

    29. CN

      Expand that a little bit more because we have all the guns in the universe here in America, right? Compared to any other country. But yet, our suicide rates should be exceedingly higher than all the other countries that don't have as many guns. But it's not the case, right? You look at the UK, you look at Japan. Japan has double our suicide rate.

    30. JR

      Does it really?

  9. 27:2029:50

    Chicago, strict laws, and lived experience in high-crime areas

    1. JR

      No, I, I, but I believe you, um, but it's when you see Sandy Hook, when you see Parkland-

    2. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    3. JR

      ... when you see any... that's the shooting in Colorado, Aurora-

    4. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    5. JR

      ... in the movie theater, when you see these mass shootings, these are what terrify people.

    6. CN

      Yeah.

    7. JR

      People are not necessarily terrified of the gang violence in Chicago.

    8. CN

      Well-

    9. JR

      You know, I'm going to Chicago, uh, in a couple of months-

    10. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    11. JR

      ... and not one fucking person has brought up, "Hey man, that place is a war zone." Everybody's like, "Oh, I love Chicago. You gonna get deep dish pizza?" Like, nobody gives a fuck.

    12. CN

      Well, that's 'cause you're white.

    13. JR

      Is that what it is?

    14. CN

      Yeah (laughs) .

    15. JR

      (laughs) They know I'm not going to the South Side.

    16. CN

      Dude, dude, you see? That's the thing. I just went to Chicago. I was just in Chicago before I was here.

    17. JR

      And they were like, "Were you locked and loaded? Did you wear a vest?"

    18. CN

      Yes.

    19. JR

      (laughs)

    20. CN

      I'm dead serious. I got all those questions. When I said I was going to Chicago, those were the first things people told me.

    21. JR

      (laughs) Oh.

    22. CN

      Now, granted, I did go to South Side, I did film in South Side.

    23. JR

      Did you?

    24. CN

      Yeah, we did.

    25. JR

      Were you, were you nervous when you were walking around?

    26. CN

      Uh, hell yeah, I was nervous. I'm not Superman, man. Like-

    27. JR

      So when you're walking around, are you strapped?

    28. CN

      Uh, not in Chicago because it's illegal for me to be.

    29. JR

      That's what's crazy is that Chicago has really strict-

    30. CN

      Yeah.

  10. 29:5036:26

    Screening, due process, and the ‘pre-crime’ dilemma

    1. JR

      Are you opposed to more screening of people to get guns?

    2. CN

      Yes and no.

    3. JR

      Yes and no?

    4. CN

      Yeah.

    5. JR

      Okay.

    6. CN

      Yes, in that in an ideal world, if we could minority report it and figure it out, who's-

    7. JR

      I don't mean minority report, I mean just like check to see if they're on menta- mental health medication.

    8. CN

      But I mean, we, we currently ha- well see, here's the thing, there's a slippery slope with that too.

    9. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    10. CN

      So what, what constitutes somebody being on mental health medication that's prohibitive?

    11. JR

      Right.

    12. CN

      What if I, what if I deal with anxiety if I'm on Xans?... prescribed.

    13. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    14. CN

      Does that prevent me from owning a firearm?

    15. JR

      It's a good question. In California, for the longest time, they were trying to make it if you had a medical marijuana card-

    16. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    17. JR

      ... you couldn't own a firearm. I think they were doing that federally. I think tha- that was a federal thing, that if you had a legal medical marijuana card, that they were trying to prevent people... They were trying to prevent people from... They were trying to-

    18. CN

      Yeah.

    19. JR

      ... they were trying to cripple the medical marijuana-

    20. CN

      It's a fact. Got you.

    21. JR

      ... industry, because they knew that people wanted guns.

    22. CN

      'Cause, 'cause to be honest, it's, it's intellectually dishonest. If I can, if I can go to the store with a gun on me and buy alcohol-

    23. JR

      Right.

    24. CN

      ... like, and you know me, I'm not-

    25. JR

      Right.

    26. CN

      ... I don't even smoke.

    27. JR

      Right.

    28. CN

      Right? But l- let's just be honest about it, like, alcohol, weed. I mean, I, I think u- utilizing that as a prohibitive means to own a firearm-

    29. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    30. CN

      ... I think is, I think is-

  11. 36:2653:37

    Media format problems and the John Oliver/NRA TV dispute

    1. CN

      Yeah. It's, it's a very complex issue, which is why we're not, largely not having it, or having it here, because no one wants to have this conversation on a national scene because it's hard, and it doesn't make for great sound bite, and it doesn't make for good TV.

    2. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    3. CN

      Right?

    4. JR

      Yeah.

    5. CN

      Because s- I- that's why I hate doing cable news hits-

    6. JR

      Yeah.

    7. CN

      ... because I have two minutes to-

    8. JR

      (coughs)

    9. CN

      ... to basically deduce an, a complex issue that we've been debating for decades, almost centuries. And-

    10. JR

      It's the worst. And it's also people talking over each other. And there's one, you know, they have two boxes, one guy here, one guy there.

    11. CN

      Definitely.

    12. JR

      Usually you're not even in the same room together.

    13. CN

      No, no.

    14. JR

      You're talking through those earpieces. There's a delay.

    15. CN

      Mm-hmm.

    16. JR

      Those things are a disaster.

    17. CN

      They're horrible!

    18. JR

      It's one of the worst ways to communicate.

    19. CN

      Horrible. Which is why I tried to establish my platform with my show, Noir.

    20. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    21. CN

      I try to have it as a platform that's open to people to come on, "Hey, look, you wanna come on and discuss this issue? By all means, come do it."

    22. JR

      Have you had anyone-

    23. CN

      And-

    24. JR

      ... that's s- that, that's like, really strict anti-gun-

    25. CN

      Yeah.

    26. JR

      ... on?

    27. CN

      Yeah. I had a, I had an entire season... So what we did in the season, I think it was two seasons ago, um, we brought on, uh, it was a, a young lady and a guy from, New Zealand? I can't remember. But he came on the show. They were anti.

    28. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    29. CN

      And so what we did was he had a round table discussion at the end of every episode of my show, and we would bring up a specific topic, and we'd discuss it. And so they would... and basically it was like two against one, essentially.

    30. JR

      Mm-hmm.

  12. 53:371:06:40

    Carrying daily, humility, and the responsibility mindset

    1. CN

      You know what's interesting about his demeanor? And h- how like he doesn't have this sense of entitlement. And I'm, I'm re- bringing it back.

    2. JR

      Humble.

    3. CN

      Bringing it back to the gun thing a little bit.

    4. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    5. CN

      The first time, uh, I carried a gun, um ... Remember, I told you there was two of the most, the times where I felt more insecure was my first day in mm- MMA, and carrying a gun for the first time. But carrying that gun for the first time made me realize, holy shit, I'm not the only one. Right?

    6. JR

      Mm-hmm.

    7. CN

      So it actually humbled me, in, from the standpoint that knowing that you don't know who you're dealing with. And when you carry a firearm on you, you have the ability to go from zero to 100 like that. And so you develop a respect for that. Also, you start to develop a respect for life as well.

    8. JR

      Right.

    9. CN

      Because you understand how fragile. You start to realize how fragile it is.

    10. JR

      Right.

    11. CN

      And so for me, I actually became more docile. Like I don't get road rage.

    12. JR

      Right.

    13. CN

      Because, because I understand and because I live in Texas. We don't do that. (laughs)

    14. JR

      Yeah.

    15. CN

      Like ...

    16. JR

      Smart.

    17. CN

      No, it's not. Um, but I also know that like there's so much responsibility that comes with carrying a firearm. It's un- ... It's unreal.Um, and so for people who go out of the means to learn to do it and be able to do it, like, there's a certain level of respect you have to have for it, because it, it comes with a lot. There's certain places you can't go, certain things you can't do, things you have to be cognizant of. Like, so I started... I actually started staying away from certain places because I knew I had a gun on me, and I never wanna have to be put in a situation I actually have to go for it.

    18. JR

      Now, do you wear a gun all the time?

    19. CN

      W- l- w- eh, w- if I can do it legally, I am.

    20. JR

      Really?

    21. CN

      Yeah.

    22. JR

      And w- what is the idea behind that? Is that, like, it's better to have it and not to need it than to need it and not to have it?

    23. CN

      Yeah. Yeah.

    24. JR

      Yeah.

    25. CN

      It's, it's, and it's no different... I, it's literally just a part of my routine. Watch, w- watch, keys, phone, wallet, gun.

    26. JR

      One in the chamber, or no?

    27. CN

      One in the chamber.

    28. JR

      Always?

    29. CN

      Yeah.

    30. JR

      Safety on?

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