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On with Kara SwisherHow it took Jeff Hiller 20 years to become an overnight success
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Introduction
- JHJeff Hiller
No one's gonna cast me as a romantic lead, and I don't need to play the romantic lead. A lot of times those are really boring parts. It is on.
- KSKara Swisher
Hi, everybody. Today I'm joined by Emmy-winning actor and comedian Jeff Hiller. You know him from Somebody Somewhere, Pluribus, and Widow's Bay. But it took decades of auditions and bit parts before he finally got his breakthrough. We talk about finding success later in life, rejection, Hollywood, and why it's never too late for everything to change. Don't go anywhere. Jeff, thank you for coming on On.
- JHJeff Hiller
Thank you for having me on On. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
On, On. On, On. See, that's how I did it. That's how it works here. Um, so congratulations on your s- uh, on a second Emmy nomination.
- JHJeff Hiller
Thank you.
- KSKara Swisher
Um, you've talked about how shocking your first nomination was last year after decades of just trying to make a living as an actor. How did number two compare? Are you just, are you one of those happy to be nominated types? Or are you just like, "Give me that fucking Emmy right now"?
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs] Um, okay, I know it's cheesy, and I know this, this, this answer is like, "Oh, come on, you're lying," but I swear to you, I, I truly believe [laughs] that I am just happy to be in the conversation at all because I, I got to tell you, like, for a long, long time, I was like, you know, temping and teaching improv and, and, and, and just the idea that I get to be an actor, uh, at all is such a thrill for me. And so yeah, the, the second-- But also, it's like, I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna win this one. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Okay. [laughs]
- JHJeff Hiller
But I, I thought I wasn't gonna win the last one either, so I don't know.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
But I am just sort of like-
- KSKara Swisher
Wait, who is your biggest compet- You're up against Col- Colman Domingo again.
- JHJeff Hiller
Colman Domingo, yeah.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
Jonathan Pryce. I mean, you know, it's like-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And it's also like my role in Pluribus was, you know, I was just one scene. It was a very good scene.
- KSKara Swisher
It was a very good scene.
- JHJeff Hiller
It was just one scene. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
It was an excellent scene. I was like, "What happened? What happened to him?"
- 1:56 – 4:20
Life after winning an Emmy
- KSKara Swisher
Um, that it's such a spectacular show. Talk about that idea of being an actor that I, I know a lot of actors, um, it's really difficult to keep going as an actor in general.
- JHJeff Hiller
I know, and you do sort of think like, like last year when I won an Emmy, I was like, "Oh, everything's, everything's fine now. It's all-"
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs] "... gonna be fine." But it's like-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
... no, it's still a slog. You still gotta like-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
... you know, audition and, and, you know, try and fit your weird peg into a-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
... square hole. Um-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
So yeah, it, it's, it's always hard and, you know, but it's a lot easier-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
... once you have a little bit of success. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Yes, absolutely. Emmy Award-winning.
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah.
- KSKara Swisher
Um, so y- you, you, um, you managed to land roles in two big breakout TV shows this year, which is Pluribus and Widow's Bay. Your Emmy nomination is for a guest appearance in Pluribus. Your character, Larry, has to break it to Ray, Sea Horn's character, a romance novelist named Carol, that her late wife didn't like her books. The, the idea behind the show is that everyone on Earth except Carol and a few others are now part of the hive mind. They share one mind. Um, talk a little bit about it because I think it's all about AI, because of course I'm a tech person.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
I'm like, "This is, this is AI for all of us," 'cause it's so sycophantic. Um, it's got all the characteristics. I know the author has said, no, it is not, but I don't care. Um-
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Uh, can-
- JHJeff Hiller
That's what art is, right?
- KSKara Swisher
Yes, exactly.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Um, talk about this character.
- JHJeff Hiller
Well, wh- when I auditioned, I did-- You know, they were very secretive about what the, you know, the hook of the show was. And so they told me, "You know, just pretend that you really love her. You're her father. You're talking about her dead mother." Uh, I wasn't, uh, a part of a hive mind talking about her dead wife. So, uh, it was, it was a little confusing. And at one point I s- uh, he said something and I said, "You mean like I know her like, like I really know her, or I know her like I science fiction-y kind of know her?" And he's like, "Science fiction-y." [laughs] Um, so, uh, you know, the c- the, the audition was, was complicated. And then when I got there, I went through, you know, a fitting and a, a, uh, and I-- They gave me this weird, all these different bicycle uniforms. [laughs] And I was like, "What is this show?" And it wasn't until Ray, um, texted me to say, "Hey, would you like to come over to my place, uh, on Sunday?"
- 4:20 – 10:36
Inside Apple TV's Pluribus
- JHJeff Hiller
Her one day off. You know, she, she had just that Saturday had been in LA for, because she was in the Bad Boys movie, and she needed to be there for the premiere. And so on her one day off from this incredibly intense shoot, she invited me over to her house. And the writer, Alison Tatlock, and the director, Zetna Fuentes, s- sat, sat down and just talked me through this thing, which you just explained actually quite-
- KSKara Swisher
Thank you
- JHJeff Hiller
... well, very quickly-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
... and efficiently.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, um, but of course, I had like so many more questions.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and the big thing, the big takeaway was that my love for her is genuine, and they really wanted me to have genuine love for her. And so that-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... was really my sort of guidepost. Do you like my books? Oh, we love your books. It was, it was a difficult exer- acting exercise, but it was great. And, and, and the, the director, Zetna, she shot it like a play and-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... and, uh, and it's a seven-and-a-half minute scene and, and Alison was like, "This never happens in TV. Let's just let it breathe and enjoy it." And it was-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
Ray and I kind of nerded out like, you know, actors-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, you get to talk
- JHJeff Hiller
... tend to do.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah, exactly.
- KSKara Swisher
You get to talk. But what, um-
- JHJeff Hiller
You get to talk
- KSKara Swisher
... but, but you, you, you had to shift the conception of the character on the spot, right? 'Cause you're speaking for everyone in some way.
- JHJeff Hiller
Exactly.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and that was the big takeaway is that we all feel this way. But it was also just like knowing all of the words like even though you all have the same mind, if you have a lisp, you'll still have a lisp post thing. If you have a limp, you'll still have a limp, that kind of a thing. So I didn't have to worry about like, I don't know, matching pitch or timbre or anything, but just, um, this idea of in that moment we were so in love with her because it was kind of before she had Done bad things to us. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right, right, before she had, and will continue to do so it seems like from the last episode
- JHJeff Hiller
That's it. [laughs] Talking about last episode, yeah. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Um, such a- that was the finest end to a sh- uh, to a season that I thought it was perfect. It was actually perfect. Um, it, but, but standing out in just a short role is really remarkable, actually. I, I, I still remember that scene between the two. There were several scenes like that, including when she talks about wanting to have an atom bomb at the same time. So how do you go about making that character your own while also making him part of the hive?
- JHJeff Hiller
I mean, it was, it, it was super complicated, and there was, I mean, there was just so many questions about, like, "But am I allowed to be this way or that way?" Um, and they were [laughs] very patient. And I think they kind of understood that this was a complicated assignment. And so because I was just sort of landing and immediately shooting, as a guest star is want to do, um, the, the big thing was about, uh, um, just feeling, showing how much I love her and how this information I know will disappoint her, but I can't lie, and so, uh, I, I have to very gently tell her, um, this truth that I don't think she's gonna wanna hear, and in fact, she doesn't wanna hear. Um, and, and I loved that. And I loved, like, that idea [laughs] of, of finding out your partner isn't wild about your, uh, your work is so juicy. There's that movie, um, You Hurt My Feelings, that Nicole Holof- Holofcener movie that's so good [laughs] about that exact topic. Um, s- so I was really into that concept, and also into this concept of this hive mind, loving her and wanting to protect her, but, uh, not being able to lie, you know?
- KSKara Swisher
If asked. If asked-
- 10:36 – 21:30
Why Widow's Bay works 18:39 Hollywood's beauty standards
- KSKara Swisher
Okay.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs] Um, she saw it anyway-
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah. [laughs]
- JHJeff Hiller
... and, uh, and said, "Yeah, yeah, this was great. It's not-"
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... "gonna work at all. You'd have to do it really differently." [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right. Right. Right.
- JHJeff Hiller
Because I was a little broad.
- KSKara Swisher
This, this Dale character. This Dale character.
- JHJeff Hiller
Yes, exactly. And she also said, "It's a very tiny role. I, I completely get it if you don't wanna do it, but I'd love to have you there, but it's a very small role. He's gonna die in episode," whatever, I can't remember what episode it was. And um, and, and I said, "I would love to do it because I, I would love to get health insurance." [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right. Right. Oh, good.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and-
- KSKara Swisher
Good reason
- JHJeff Hiller
... so I did it.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and then it turned out to be this great show. They l- they let me improvise a little bit here and there-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... and I, my role gradually got a little bit bigger-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... until they finally said, "Do you mind if we don't kill you off?" Which that happened even before I was nominated for an Emmy, so I gotta say-
- KSKara Swisher
Well, now they can't kill you off. I won't, uh, give away any spoilers, but your character, Dale, seems poised to have a much bigger role in the second season. He's the only one who knows the island's dark secret, of which there are many, by the way. Um, w- how do you, where do you see yourself headed with Dale? Dale is a minor role. I was like, "Where is he?" And then you're sitting in a [laughs] meeting.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
I was watching and I was like, "The lady with the g- with the, uh, cigarettes' real good." Like she has a lot of good lines.
- JHJeff Hiller
Oh, Dale Dickey.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, Dale. She's amazing.
- JHJeff Hiller
The best.
- KSKara Swisher
Has she been waiting forever for that role? I feel like this is the perfect role for this woman. Um-
- JHJeff Hiller
It really is.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and I l- was, she got nominated for an Emmy, too, and, and-
- 21:30 – 26:38
Why Hollywood is broken for working actors
- JHJeff Hiller
you got a commercial or something, that the residuals would last you for the entire year, and you might not have to have a temp job for that year.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
Um, and that's just not, that's just not a possibility at all.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
And on top of that, of course, I know I'm saying stuff that nobody, everybody's heard a million times, but like-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... rent is so high.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
And we all have to live in these major cities where the rent is even higher than the rent-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right
- JHJeff Hiller
... in other cities.
- KSKara Swisher
Right.
- JHJeff Hiller
And so it just makes it so that you can't be, uh, you can just never get ahead financially. You can never feel safe financially. And, uh, it's terrifying. I mean, I, like, even just, like, pilot season. There used to be a pilot season, and even if you got a pilot and the pilot didn't get picked up, you made enough money from that pilot that you would be able to not work for a long time.
- KSKara Swisher
Right.
- JHJeff Hiller
And it's like you get six episodes, and the next one we're gonna film in two years. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right, right. Well, that's the-
- JHJeff Hiller
Where it used to be 22 episodes every year.
- KSKara Swisher
Right, right, right. Yeah. It's funny that, you know, even winning an Emmy doesn't insulate you from this, but I have a lot of friends who've won Emmys, and it's, they say the exact same thing where, and you're sort of surprised. Um, one of my friends just got a, a regular broadcast show, and she was like, "It's 22 episodes. I don't know what to do."
- JHJeff Hiller
Mm-hmm.
- KSKara Swisher
Right? Rather than six.
- JHJeff Hiller
Mm.
- KSKara Swisher
Six to eight. I know, they get you-
- JHJeff Hiller
Dreamy.
- KSKara Swisher
Dreamy. [laughs]
- JHJeff Hiller
Sexy. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Get yourself on Law & Order or some, one of those.
- JHJeff Hiller
I know. I want to.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah, you have to be. You'd be good as a quirky, uh, med- medical-
- 26:38 – 28:20
Why Jeff Hiller rejects success myths
- JHJeff Hiller
and she was like, "You need to find a, a role that's kind of like you." And I thought, like, "They don't write roles like me." [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
They don't write, right. Right. They don't. No.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
'Cause this is a very specific middle-class-
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah
- KSKara Swisher
... life in a small Midwest town. It's-
- JHJeff Hiller
Right
- KSKara Swisher
... you know, it's about grief. It's about chosen family quite a bit. And-
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah
- KSKara Swisher
... uh, they don't have fancy jobs. They, or live in big modern houses. Joel drives a, a old Buick LeSabre and dreams of owning a Vitamix.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Um, do you think Hollywood's moved away from telling those kind of stories over the last few-- They, they used to be quite prevalent, if you think about it.
- JHJeff Hiller
Oh, you think?
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
I feel like it's such an anomaly that we even got-
- KSKara Swisher
Really?
- JHJeff Hiller
... that show on the air.
- KSKara Swisher
Well, Roseanne. There was a bunch before she lost her mind.
- JHJeff Hiller
Roseanne.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs] I think that's true.
- KSKara Swisher
There was a bunch. There were a bunch.
- JHJeff Hiller
I guess there's Roseanne.
- KSKara Swisher
Archie Bunker. Malcolm in the Middle.
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah. And the, and The Middle and things like that.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
That's true.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
They were all though, they were all very much family sitcoms. And-
- KSKara Swisher
Right
- 28:20 – 35:26
How Somebody Somewhere changed everything
- KSKara Swisher
They're not, and they're not rich either-
- JHJeff Hiller
No, they're not rich
- KSKara Swisher
... as, as you know.
- JHJeff Hiller
They're not, um, yeah, and their problems are relatable. And in the same way that, like, people, I mean, people love Widow's Bay and, and Pluribus way more [laughs] than, than, than they loved Somebody Somewhere, but I think in the same way that, like, seeing this world that is so different than ours is kind of a relief, I think there is also a truth in seeing a world that is attainable. I- is actually a, a really beautiful thing to be able to see and have. Yeah.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah. The show also challenges viewers' expectations of what life in the rural Midwest can look like, right? We have, um, images of that that are probably out of date. Joel is an out gay man who goes to church and is surrounded by other queer people and straight people who love him. Um, tell, it's really interesting to ha- to, as you say, someone like yourself. Um, it, it does challenge our perceptions of what people's lives are like. I mean, I have a cousin who lives in a rural area and goes to church. He's gay. You know what I mean?
- JHJeff Hiller
Right.
- KSKara Swisher
A very similar kind of, uh-
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah.
- KSKara Swisher
And it's-
- JHJeff Hiller
Well, see, and that's my, that was my thing too, is, like, I knew that person so well-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... even if I wasn't exactly that person. I, 'cause I don't go to church every Sunday, and I don't live in the Midwest.
- KSKara Swisher
Uh-huh.
- JHJeff Hiller
I live in New York City.
- KSKara Swisher
Uh-huh.
- JHJeff Hiller
But I still, I knew, I don't know, 10 versions of that person from my time growing up in Texas.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
And I went to school at a, a Lutheran college in Seguin, Texas, and I knew so many out or, like, you know, glass closet out, um, uh, gay folks, both men and women, uh, who found their community in their church. But I'd never seen it portrayed in media, ever. Uh, not even in a novel. [laughs] Um, and, and it also, it wasn't playing it like his Christianity was a joke, and it wasn't, it didn't just fall into this idea of, like, w- what the news paints, uh, Christians as, uh, in general, which, you know, there are definitely those people who are sort of right-wing, but he, it's clear that Joel is a part of a progressive church. They're, they're handing out toiletry kits in one episode. They're blessing animals in another one.
- KSKara Swisher
Right.
- JHJeff Hiller
These are, this is not, um, the easy depiction of a, of a church that's just, you know, "Kill the gays." [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Right. Yeah, no, and it also challenges the idea that all gay people who live outside of cities live in fear and in the closet-
- JHJeff Hiller
Right
- KSKara Swisher
... uh, which is interesting. I was just, uh, this week in Traverse City, uh, visiting Pete Buttigieg and Chasten.
- JHJeff Hiller
Wow.
- KSKara Swisher
Um, yeah, it was interesting. Uh, of course, they just had a very terrible thing happen to-
- JHJeff Hiller
Right
- KSKara Swisher
... one of their kids. Uh, but it was really interesting, and I was like, "Why do you live here?" Like- Why aren't you in-- [laughs] Where'd you go? You know what I mean? It was really, and they were sort of like-
- JHJeff Hiller
What did they say?
- KSKara Swisher
... "Kara, oh, stop being an asshole, Kara," essentially.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs]
- 35:26 – 45:12
Faith, community and chosen family
- JHJeff Hiller
I, I think of it as community, and I think of it as, um, a, a, a really, uh, uh, being beautifully sacrificial and, and helpful and kindness. And, um, so I, I don't have those negative associations with church that-
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
... a lot of people do.
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm.
- JHJeff Hiller
And, and like, like you said, this new pope, even the last pope was pretty good, too.
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
And-
- KSKara Swisher
He was
- JHJeff Hiller
... and the-
- KSKara Swisher
He was a pre-pope for this pope.
- JHJeff Hiller
[laughs] Pre-pope. Um-
- KSKara Swisher
He made, he made the way
- JHJeff Hiller
... American pope, making everything-
- KSKara Swisher
Right
- JHJeff Hiller
... cool.
- KSKara Swisher
Right. Yeah.
- JHJeff Hiller
Um, but I also feel, and, you know, I used to know all of these really cool progressive nuns, too. I, and I, and I worked-- I did, after college, I, I did this, I called it a Christian commune. It's, that's a little tongue in cheek, but it, where we were actively, you know, boots on the ground, helping folks. Um, and that is the church I choose to believe in, uh, that, that, that actively helps people and, and is good for the world rather than just this current church that gets all the press that's about, like, uh, just, I don't know, hating on people
- KSKara Swisher
Mm-hmm
- JHJeff Hiller
Just period. I was gonna say [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Yeah
- JHJeff Hiller
I was gonna list some people-
- KSKara Swisher
They're focused on James Talarico
- JHJeff Hiller
But there's a lot of people.
- KSKara Swisher
They're cha- focused on James Talarico this week.
- JHJeff Hiller
Right. [laughs] That's true.
- KSKara Swisher
So, so that particular branch of the church, the hatred of-
- JHJeff Hiller
It's true. It's gonna-
- KSKara Swisher
Um
- JHJeff Hiller
... lead you into whatever women's bathrooms-
- KSKara Swisher
I'm fascinated by how they're-
- 45:12 – 45:53
What gives Jeff Hiller hope
- JHJeff Hiller
Yeah. [laughs]
- KSKara Swisher
Yes, yes, yeah. Exactly. Anyway, good luck with next season, and-
- JHJeff Hiller
Thank you
- KSKara Swisher
... amazing job.
- JHJeff Hiller
Thank you.
- KSKara Swisher
Today's show was produced by Michelle Aloy, Katherine Milsop, Madeleine Lapentte Dubbe, Megan Bernie, and Kaylin Lynch. Nishat Kurwa is Vox Media's executive producer of podcasts. Special thanks to Katherine Barner, Dave Shaw, and Julia Sharpe Levine. And our theme music is by Trackademics. If you're already following this show, you're sleeping well. If not, you're eating Taco Bell with the lettuce. Thanks for watching. See you on Thursday. [upbeat music]
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