ADHD Chatter PodcastNo.1 AuDHD Expert: Traits of AuDHD in Adults, THIS morning routine means you have AuDHD
At a glance
WHAT IT’S REALLY ABOUT
How AuDHD shapes routine, anxiety, social friction, and self-understanding overall
- Wharmby frames AuDHD as more blessing than curse for him, describing how autistic routine can stabilize ADHD chaos while ADHD spontaneity can prevent autistic rigidity.
- He explains a recurring “borrowed time” feeling during activities—locking away anxiety to function—followed by an energy “debt” crash that requires recovery days.
- The episode explores how disrupted routines and unpredictability trigger intense overanalysis (especially around time and lateness), sometimes leading to cancellations, shutdowns, or avoidance of self-focused problems like healthcare.
- They argue neurodivergent “unlikability” and first-impression friction are often real social dynamics that feed Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, which Wharmby treats as a rational response to repeated criticism.
- The conversation covers mixed-neurotype relationship strain, the effects of lifelong masking (even with other autistic people), and why diagnosis and good information can be life-saving and protective—especially for bullied kids.
IDEAS WORTH REMEMBERING
5 ideasAuDHD can be internally balancing, not purely additive harm.
Wharmby describes autism providing routine and stress-reduction that “takes the edge off” ADHD disorganization, while ADHD adds flexibility that can prevent autistic life becoming overly rigid.
A common hidden cost is functioning on ‘borrowed time’ with anxiety locked away.
He portrays performing tasks (social, travel, speaking, even family outings) as suppressing fear in a mental “safe,” with constant worry it will burst open—often followed by a significant crash.
Routine is a cognitive load-reduction tool, not just a preference.
Repeated routines remove the need for time calculations and decision-making; when something new appears (travel/meetings), processing power gets consumed by contingency planning and fear of chaos.
Fear of lateness may be about unpredictability and scripts, not morality.
He suggests lateness threatens the imagined “sequence” of events and forces unfamiliar repair scripts (apologies, social judgment), opening the door to outcomes he can’t model in advance.
Crisis response can be competent while self-advocacy collapses afterward.
Both host and guest note they can act decisively for others (dog/child emergency) yet avoid the painful follow-up (emails, confrontation), sometimes “nuking bridges” through shame-driven ghosting.
WORDS WORTH SAVING
5 quotesI would say, generally speaking, being AuDHD allows me to do what I do. It allows me to have that... I, I think it gives me that creativity I need to be a writer. It gives me that impulsivity I need to be a speaker.
— Peter Wharmby
At any given point, I'm terrified that the safe will open, all that fear and anxiety will come tumbling out, and I will, you know, like, just seize up-
— Peter Wharmby
You feel like racking up debt, maybe, like emotional or energy debt constantly, and that one day the... you're gonna have to pay it off.
— Peter Wharmby
We wind people up. We piss people off. We freak people out. We upset people. We offend people. We make... We give people the ick.
— Peter Wharmby
I, I personally think that RSD is totally justifiable.
— Peter Wharmby
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