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Good Inside with Dr. BeckyI Wanted to Be a Different Kind of Dad - Then I Had a Baby
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WHAT IT’S REALLY ABOUT
A new dad learns usefulness, partnership, and emotional self-regulation fast
- Aymann enters fatherhood determined to be hands-on and “different from his dad,” but immediately discovers the loss of control, sleep deprivation, and anxiety can turn good intentions into conflict.
- A crisis around breastfeeding and perceived baby hunger triggers blame and harsh words, leading to a key realization: being “useful” sometimes means supporting the mother and household rather than directly managing the baby.
- They unpack how early parenthood strains a previously easy partnership, and how explicit rules (e.g., “if you criticize it, it becomes your job”) reduce resentment and nitpicking.
- Aymann describes mourning his pre-parent identity and feeling jealous of his wife’s freedom to go out, reframing those feelings as data about unmet needs and the need to actively schedule personal joy.
- Journaling emerges as a central tool for emotional regulation—helping him pause reactive stories, process shame, and repair quickly—framed as an “emotional registry” more valuable than baby gear lists.
IDEAS WORTH REMEMBERING
5 ideasHands-on fatherhood can start with support work, not baby work.
Aymann learns that pushing to “fix” feeding undermined his partner; doing dishes, laundry, and food became a concrete way to contribute while protecting breastfeeding and the relationship.
Good intentions can still harm if they override a partner’s autonomy.
His urgency about formula came from fear and a need to be competent, but it landed as pressure and judgment—showing how intention and impact diverge in postpartum moments.
Drop blame; hold multiple truths at once.
They model a non-blaming frame: his father provided under different constraints, Aymann needed more emotional intimacy, and he can choose a different approach without condemning the previous generation.
Use a “criticism-to-ownership” rule to stop chronic nitpicking.
If you comment on how your partner washes bottles or folds laundry, you inherit the task; this raises the bar for criticism and quickly clarifies what actually matters.
Jealousy about a partner’s freedom is often a signal of unmet needs.
Aymann’s resentment when his wife stays out late points less to her wrongdoing and more to his missing rest, fun, and acknowledgment—needs that require planning, not scorekeeping.
WORDS WORTH SAVING
5 quotesI read, uh, Happiest Baby on the Block. I read all of, like, there's this whole cottage industry that's there if you wanna access it, that's supposed to prepare you for those early days... Total bullshit. Tot- I mean, from my experience, total bullshit.
— Aymann Ismail
And then she just burst onto the tears, and she was like, "How am I ever gonna survive as a parent if I have to do it with you?"
— Aymann Ismail
It's important not to be, like, ungrateful, because they were just doing the best that they could. Uh, but that doesn't necessarily mean that you, like, you should feel bad for wanting to do something different.
— Aymann Ismail
New rule: If you think you could wash the bottles better, then that is your job.
— Aymann Ismail
One of the first things you lose is total control of how you're perceiving things and how, like, how you control yourself. It just is out the window. That's the first thing you lose.
— Aymann Ismail
SPEAKERS
Aymann Ismail
guestJournalist and former photojournalist sharing personal experiences about fatherhood and identity.
Dr. Becky
hostClinical psychologist and parenting expert behind Good Inside who hosts and guides the Rattled interviews.
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